Facingtheelephantintheroom

淡雅的云朵

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Ritu's cutlery.

"You've omelette. liking?"
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"Sorry," said, a face. "I randomly." a pool. fierce, linen.

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/ y1 N0 i5 {, W5 N7 x"Thinking randomly?" asked, raised. "Are ok? tea??"

"Oh no. I'm fine."
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"Talk me..."
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& t9 H4 ^; R% P6 c8 V* K* F"It's nothing, Ritu."
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9 G8 v& h6 p- I/ i4 ^1 |: y"Sanjay..."
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, d$ k( B2 v' J% \% N# d$ i, SRitu's firm. "I'm wife. I right. silence." said, "It's face. C'mon. me...what's matter."
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"I am..." a pool. said, "I'm I'm not...performing well. bed." plate, shame.
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& L1 P- ?2 d; b4 n. s3 b9 A8 ]"I fast, I more," continued.

( d/ G3 l3 Q3 L; |+ k* N  }Ritu, a second, this.

"Listen me," softly, his. "You're it."

% F$ x7 l. |2 n6 G$ k"I good," a voice. "Like good. just...okay."
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8 R& X# m) D" q! o"You do," a smile. "Every hands, I you. me, I melt. morning, I chest? I loved, Sanjay. I this." something, stopped.
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"You that, I feel..." all. Sanjay's knuckles. a said, "I you're overthinking. I you, love. I stressed, be? chaos, relatives, a all. a here. I it. a massage? I well." worried. "Sanjay...talk me. I said. I want. someone."

1 B' w4 x3 R# a) p6 z: f3 P. i9 ?4 s"I...I you're right. I overthinking. I learn," a sigh. crack, closer.
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2 p4 X% @7 [' |1 ~" r8 R- ^"And together," said, dropping. "I don't much, Sanjay, helps, a doctor...again...if it. Sanjay, I to, know, well. walk."
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6 F; d) v+ ?+ j0 `3 H( P3 p. d"You metaphors," a laugh. smiled, serious. "Tell need. anything." a moment, said, "I want... again. Tonight. Slowly. Properly." wicked. "Then tonight, afresh." a it. "But first, cold." a excursion, a bathroom. in. neck, day's sun.

0 U1 k5 C7 m  ~8 ~$ O"Ritu...you're beautiful," said, nipple.

"Ahh..." gently. "It's beautiful." clit.
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6 h: |! N8 O5 s# F"Yes baby," sighed, closed. "It good." insides, then. peaked. Sanjay's senses.

"That intense. I now," say. around. gently, shut. cock. again. a cum. aftershocks. Sanjay. collarbone. "Let's time," her. smiled, shower, legs, cock. lazily, head, murmuring, "I twitches...like it's hello." playful. him.
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"No...it's..." cock. wet.

Ritu's underside.

"Ritu, I'm..." said, approaching. harder. limit, side.
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' L* f0 d/ _9 P  k"Why?" him.
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"I...I it," innocently.

"And don't me?"

$ E& E  S8 ?9 d$ q& j  U/ _"No...I it. I taste."

"So won't you?" teasingly. speechless.
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; I" E* d6 w9 X9 i+ X; k"You me, cum," said, cock. laughed, breathless. "Mouthful? I don't happen."
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"It happen. I practice," shower. slipping.

. [; r* C0 Y+ t% h0 D"You're free, Ritu. I wish...I I well." this, changed. jaw. "Why bothered? don't me." said, "I I more."

"I don't more," gentle, it. nothing.

Ritu's glistened. "I'm I I sad."
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"No, I'm sorry," face. "I happy."

+ p! q: f! z. f"You'd I happy?" asked.
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"Yes." a moment. "Do you...I don't know, a doctor? help?"
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"I earlier. But...I don't work."

% {1 o5 N0 x1 `"Why?" asked, hope. "What want, Sanjay?" mouth, anything. something, didn't, him, a area. night, breakfast. confident. a road. Sanjay's shoulder. a shorts, hem. anywhere, , locals, boys. afternoon, a Arpora, her. cotton, wall. a tall, man, thirties, finger. a smile.

"Welcome, people. time, I around."
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"Sanjay...what one? revealing??" a dress. dress. a kaftan, a lingerie. "Umm...it bold," said.
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"Yeah, I so. I curious," said, hanger.

9 w1 ?" n5 J, s& r8 A; R$ L1 k"No," said. "I mean, don't on? I mean, it," stammered. a thought.

"Okay," a a curtain. back. a moments, dress. a color, a patterns. a bra, blades. A V a knees. moved, , legs. turned, a back.

"Well?" a smile. "Don't me."

- ?8 F! J& l0 x- a, S0 c"It's actually," said.

"Are sure?" back. "It's here. comfortable." speak, owner.
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" k2 F/ A  P( w" g+ n4 T"Arre madam. a dress, tight. check," Ritu's back, investigating knot. Ritu's jealous.
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"Do a this?" asked.
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"No saab. dresses. all," Sanjay.

"Madam, bra. padded, that's weird. dress, stiff."
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"Oh ok," back.

9 G3 C1 p. y, e1 b9 f: y! f4 w"One madam," back.
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6 r4 p# \, `: e) B+ A" \  d) x"No wait!" place. a Sanjay. fast, a participant, a spectator.
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" x# d3 s) j) _"Sorry madam. I that..."

1 t* P& w. J6 I$ J7 G6 f"It's okay," a face. "I here." a seat. then, Sanjay, curtain.

# Q/ x7 M' c4 q! G% T7 o! X9 s0 E"Ah that's a relief," Sanjay. dry. bra, took. dark, fabric, imagination. floor.
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$ o) Z4 }( c) ?; H$ J) P! X"It's... it's a much, Sanjay," whispered. "I don't I this. I mean, I can't I this." nod, agree, a tall, counter. there, mirror. a Ritu.

9 W( p' l7 q. x9 u; L"The too," a hot, chest. her, eyes. him. a groin. a wife, anything, rooted. once. floor, something. silence, upward. unmistakable, shorts. a herself.

8 A& A5 b% r; J"Sanjay?" a voice. "Looks much? Or..." paused, curtain, a quick, motion, waist, stall.

0 V% {3 R9 c- M" c"Do what's yours?" whispered.

Sanjay, eyes, a owner's expression. "Could her?", thought. angry, her, alive.

* |2 |, j/ u  L% }"Am I..." him.

! d6 A1 b% ^" \& w"Maybe, I a far," thought, knew.
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' ^4 W6 D7 ?- q' P. R* R, p8 m"I joking," a laugh. change. "Give a minute." clothes, store. dress. Ritu.
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Outside, low. Sanjay's. "You're quiet," said.
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! |$ i, ?$ Z* b- a# K) x: e. G6 S; n"Just thinking."

"Think maybe?"

% c1 ~9 L; l' s8 R8 ?& y5 D"I...am words."

" ~3 O) T8 G3 M& C) X3 O3 O"To thoughts?"

" k2 Z2 c- U6 I4 j"Sort of. It's complicated."
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"So me."

; a  N/ Z0 t8 P* x/ i; j"I've I you," said, gently. "But tonight." night... suite, audible. a slip, bare. boxers. bathroom. hair. slip.
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"So," softly. "You market. me?" swallowed. "Yeah. Just... that's mind." chair, him. "Okay. Shoot." neck. "It's... complicated."
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"Pfft...did you," a face, "want dress?" softly.

"You I've been... worried. enough. know...in bed."

Ritu's softened. "We already, Sanjay. It's..."
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# |+ Q* i: ~/ h) g' B' M"Yes, I said. Ritu, I thinking... there's a want. me. us."
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"What about? mean?" frowned. floor. "Goa's... different. Delhi. family. us."
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"Sanjay." sharpened. "Say it." Ritu's face, out, stumbling. "What if... new? Here. once. Something... adventurous."

"Adventurous how?"
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/ Y. g# t/ M# [' d' `3 ~2 i"Like... else... I can't now."
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0 j6 K/ T- s2 D' {"Someone else?" nodded, hers.

8 _5 h( N8 p& J8 e5 C& t"You mean... man?" him. eyes. "Yes." slowly, crossed. "Are mind?"
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: I/ h9 A; G# g"No. me. I man? honeymoon?"

"I happy..."
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"Happy?" Ritu's cracked. "By you? you?"
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"Not cheating," quickly. "An experiment. a...fantasy. rules. Goa. thing. names, nothing. Just...pleasure trip." a manner. "You I'd that? it's a I a stranger??"

"I've you," blurted, stopped.

/ v% c9 s$ w1 p  d"Seen what?" asked, frowning. head. "Nothing. it."
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"No. me." up, defeated. "I've you...pleasure yourself, times. I I'm giving. I I can'" tremble. exposed, physically, secrets. A bury.

"So...your out? inadequate, I guy?"
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$ v: b8 ~9 Q& z! l* i"That's "
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"Then it, Sanjay? Explain." bed.

  u5 ?: U+ @" ~$ h0 p1 n; w( k"It wouldn't random. choose, together. safe. Clean. discreet, secret. I'd there. not. want. It's failing...it's back." again. "You I you? I it?"
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9 X0 A1 N% t6 h" E0 o"No! I you're kind. me. don't complain. "

# }( P. L0 `! _2 c  q  R  ~"My fine. you. you."

% `: X' \; U$ d! T2 x0 z# ?"And I body," said, breaking. "I I can't you're alone." away, herself. "You man...fuck me...would that?"

$ c" _! ~" P$ n"I think...maybe us, guilt. it's awful, again. it's...something...we learn, together."
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2 ]0 A- z8 F) [' a! C+ M"And after? we're Delhi, won't us?" asked.

6 U5 \4 j. h. s6 m4 l6 N"I don't know," admitted. "But everything's now." door. sea. "So now, marriage."

( E% w* t% ^# z! q, x"No. I it. honest."
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4 E9 e8 p! D* X7 Q! o6 z7 r"Honest?" again. "You're honest. You're scared. cruel." closer. "Ritu..."

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"I've it. honeymoon. trust. marriage," dark.
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