Facingtheelephantintheroom

淡雅的云朵

! {+ ]% [# o+ V, l2 q- a7 Q! @"Sanjay?"
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Ritu's cutlery.
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"You've omelette. liking?"
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' [9 j! B  u! y0 U$ ]. B: l8 |"Sorry," said, a face. "I randomly." a pool. fierce, linen.
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% Q& K! Z8 N$ M* e$ _Ritu, a kurti, chutney, plate.
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"Thinking randomly?" asked, raised. "Are ok? tea??"

"Oh no. I'm fine."

" r6 c3 e+ V7 U& \. ^"Talk me..."

0 J7 ^- z% y, p- G% z"It's nothing, Ritu."
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3 k7 U0 ]3 e( |8 Z( ~# K* n  `"Sanjay..."
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Ritu's firm. "I'm wife. I right. silence." said, "It's face. C'mon. me...what's matter."

"I am..." a pool. said, "I'm I'm not...performing well. bed." plate, shame.
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* j8 B0 V: F7 s( U# P/ D6 V"I fast, I more," continued.

, q2 S7 H; u; C$ p- ~( @Ritu, a second, this.
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! Y% A) v, N5 X: r  R& {  o- s"Listen me," softly, his. "You're it."
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"I good," a voice. "Like good. just...okay."

"You do," a smile. "Every hands, I you. me, I melt. morning, I chest? I loved, Sanjay. I this." something, stopped.

$ o! k$ \* W3 }9 {/ l) g( G"You that, I feel..." all. Sanjay's knuckles. a said, "I you're overthinking. I you, love. I stressed, be? chaos, relatives, a all. a here. I it. a massage? I well." worried. "Sanjay...talk me. I said. I want. someone."
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/ A. ]& `- }7 k- h  V4 r"I...I you're right. I overthinking. I learn," a sigh. crack, closer.
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"And together," said, dropping. "I don't much, Sanjay, helps, a doctor...again...if it. Sanjay, I to, know, well. walk."

+ V( K, d* n9 H  a"You metaphors," a laugh. smiled, serious. "Tell need. anything." a moment, said, "I want... again. Tonight. Slowly. Properly." wicked. "Then tonight, afresh." a it. "But first, cold." a excursion, a bathroom. in. neck, day's sun.

  r1 g' u2 {) f" H+ g2 b# s0 B"Ritu...you're beautiful," said, nipple.

"Ahh..." gently. "It's beautiful." clit.

"Yes baby," sighed, closed. "It good." insides, then. peaked. Sanjay's senses.

"That intense. I now," say. around. gently, shut. cock. again. a cum. aftershocks. Sanjay. collarbone. "Let's time," her. smiled, shower, legs, cock. lazily, head, murmuring, "I twitches...like it's hello." playful. him.

"No...it's..." cock. wet.

" m" c! k* T) G) d0 p( P$ b4 a" {Ritu's underside.
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"Ritu, I'm..." said, approaching. harder. limit, side.

"Why?" him.
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"I...I it," innocently.
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) `% ?- x; e+ b2 X8 p% a"And don't me?"
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"No...I it. I taste."
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- r# x) z6 C2 l' Y5 i9 E"So won't you?" teasingly. speechless.
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& ^9 j( t3 C7 e8 c0 a4 p"You me, cum," said, cock. laughed, breathless. "Mouthful? I don't happen."
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9 S3 c: S( _  R/ j2 h* S1 y- ~"It happen. I practice," shower. slipping.
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"You're free, Ritu. I wish...I I well." this, changed. jaw. "Why bothered? don't me." said, "I I more."
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"I don't more," gentle, it. nothing.

Ritu's glistened. "I'm I I sad."

" C; @9 j( u7 S"No, I'm sorry," face. "I happy."

"You'd I happy?" asked.

"Yes." a moment. "Do you...I don't know, a doctor? help?"

"I earlier. But...I don't work."
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"Why?" asked, hope. "What want, Sanjay?" mouth, anything. something, didn't, him, a area. night, breakfast. confident. a road. Sanjay's shoulder. a shorts, hem. anywhere, , locals, boys. afternoon, a Arpora, her. cotton, wall. a tall, man, thirties, finger. a smile.
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"Welcome, people. time, I around."

"Sanjay...what one? revealing??" a dress. dress. a kaftan, a lingerie. "Umm...it bold," said.
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"Yeah, I so. I curious," said, hanger.
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6 p* z6 h+ x; K- @7 _"No," said. "I mean, don't on? I mean, it," stammered. a thought.
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$ q4 S& `( C! m, @/ u( v"Okay," a a curtain. back. a moments, dress. a color, a patterns. a bra, blades. A V a knees. moved, , legs. turned, a back.

0 Z+ e/ g6 \% S8 R6 @"Well?" a smile. "Don't me."
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1 Z, w; O1 X# e- z, @"It's actually," said.
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0 U! a) y5 F. X  m/ q1 H9 V"Are sure?" back. "It's here. comfortable." speak, owner.

"Arre madam. a dress, tight. check," Ritu's back, investigating knot. Ritu's jealous.
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"Do a this?" asked.

"No saab. dresses. all," Sanjay.
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"Madam, bra. padded, that's weird. dress, stiff."

/ G" R( U8 D. \; e. n5 g3 Y2 ]" f"Oh ok," back.
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"One madam," back.
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"No wait!" place. a Sanjay. fast, a participant, a spectator.

"Sorry madam. I that..."

: X8 q' K, B1 e) G3 f8 k"It's okay," a face. "I here." a seat. then, Sanjay, curtain.

, f+ y4 e% Z) x2 T"Ah that's a relief," Sanjay. dry. bra, took. dark, fabric, imagination. floor.
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+ S  a( c2 S" Y, v+ ?& K"It's... it's a much, Sanjay," whispered. "I don't I this. I mean, I can't I this." nod, agree, a tall, counter. there, mirror. a Ritu.
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"The too," a hot, chest. her, eyes. him. a groin. a wife, anything, rooted. once. floor, something. silence, upward. unmistakable, shorts. a herself.
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" n. y4 a' \; T6 `, n"Sanjay?" a voice. "Looks much? Or..." paused, curtain, a quick, motion, waist, stall.

"Do what's yours?" whispered.
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Sanjay, eyes, a owner's expression. "Could her?", thought. angry, her, alive.

"Am I..." him.

- u3 P$ E! \2 K3 V" P2 N$ {"Maybe, I a far," thought, knew.

$ \  N- G1 s) Q8 t( a  }# D"I joking," a laugh. change. "Give a minute." clothes, store. dress. Ritu.
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Outside, low. Sanjay's. "You're quiet," said.
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"Just thinking."
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7 u& V, _, _" M" o4 y  q  E& g5 ?"Think maybe?"
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"I...am words."
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, v# f; G2 c2 S2 k"To thoughts?"
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( y# A9 ~' t2 S- c6 C- X"Sort of. It's complicated."

"So me."

"I've I you," said, gently. "But tonight." night... suite, audible. a slip, bare. boxers. bathroom. hair. slip.
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& j  d  g) D% O$ N" V% X" ^: I"So," softly. "You market. me?" swallowed. "Yeah. Just... that's mind." chair, him. "Okay. Shoot." neck. "It's... complicated."

9 u2 r0 S5 s9 I$ {$ x"Pfft...did you," a face, "want dress?" softly.

- B9 u7 G. P. p$ |* P3 A" i"You I've been... worried. enough. know...in bed."

+ d! |1 _% ^) A+ U( yRitu's softened. "We already, Sanjay. It's..."

+ |3 h4 X4 D) T* B"Yes, I said. Ritu, I thinking... there's a want. me. us."
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) F/ N# G2 Y$ F; }5 x) H"What about? mean?" frowned. floor. "Goa's... different. Delhi. family. us."

; O8 b5 g- ?5 k) a4 X3 |; Z5 Q"Sanjay." sharpened. "Say it." Ritu's face, out, stumbling. "What if... new? Here. once. Something... adventurous."

& Z$ z$ n* o: a0 [4 K( V% O1 B9 E! J( M"Adventurous how?"
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"Like... else... I can't now."
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8 X$ w# Q% n' c* j/ n. N$ i"Someone else?" nodded, hers.
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! o+ ]$ y, N$ i"You mean... man?" him. eyes. "Yes." slowly, crossed. "Are mind?"

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5 M+ c% V8 o$ r8 g, _"No. me. I man? honeymoon?"

"I happy..."

  \# [) L5 @) }* f"Happy?" Ritu's cracked. "By you? you?"
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& f+ u- O" H; }% p"Not cheating," quickly. "An experiment. a...fantasy. rules. Goa. thing. names, nothing. Just...pleasure trip." a manner. "You I'd that? it's a I a stranger??"
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"I've you," blurted, stopped.
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& q9 c" j+ V8 E' Q"Seen what?" asked, frowning. head. "Nothing. it."

/ T! C4 b) @: c- S0 ~"No. me." up, defeated. "I've you...pleasure yourself, times. I I'm giving. I I can'" tremble. exposed, physically, secrets. A bury.

0 w: B* v( Q* u"So...your out? inadequate, I guy?"
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"That's "
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"Then it, Sanjay? Explain." bed.
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8 m! {8 w# r7 D& ]% ["It wouldn't random. choose, together. safe. Clean. discreet, secret. I'd there. not. want. It's failing...it's back." again. "You I you? I it?"

"No! I you're kind. me. don't complain. "

; _& x! ?8 J% x- P0 G. J* ~"My fine. you. you."

"And I body," said, breaking. "I I can't you're alone." away, herself. "You man...fuck me...would that?"

( g& A( ~) n+ r& K"I think...maybe us, guilt. it's awful, again. it's...something...we learn, together."
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# ^5 {: D9 g8 \' X! r"And after? we're Delhi, won't us?" asked.

$ `4 |8 P* a! W1 P1 v"I don't know," admitted. "But everything's now." door. sea. "So now, marriage."
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"No. I it. honest."
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"Honest?" again. "You're honest. You're scared. cruel." closer. "Ritu..."
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' ?- e# f. t5 h"Don't!" a hand. "I air." a sarong, sandals, door. her. head.
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"I've it. honeymoon. trust. marriage," dark.
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