InsideSuziPt.03

水白梅松

4 j; t2 S4 _5 j6 m# D" W1 d! I6 }3 a I hadn't a while. a day, Saturday. I didn't alarms, I hurry. you, it. I barefoot, me, shower. it. I a cup, carefully, lips. I me. a background, jazzy, a I was. I table, mug, me. in. didn't either, fact, me. pants, a younger. temples, eyes. easy, hand. I away, I face. square, palm. a word. me, a a we'd years. counter, arms, me, a eyes.

I a moment, I it. gifts, me. me, meaning.
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+ R( I  x3 }) j+ u8 J( AI a velvet, him, I hadn't yet. didn't move. them.
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"No occasion," said, contest. calm, casual, "I it... couldn't it." tightened, a me. I slowly, inside. a was.

A anklet. a design, a chain, delicate, chains. more. flashy, I I it. a showpiece, it. Instinctively, I Marcus, wasn't jewelry. I chain. tingled, experiences. I swallowed, me.

"Marcus..." quiet, ears.
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" |. M5 H6 y8 T% O"Put on," me, encouraging. I couldn't urging, demanding, order, I I said. I did.

! x% q" R+ a- s( c% K* d/ V3 ~& }I cushion, down, ankle. I forward, I saw: leg, forward, chair. I once. ankle, ignore. A me.the skin, a legs. slowly. crouched, right, him. me, lay. ankle, a I breathe. back, ears. "Now you've a bad." chain, was. nothing, I a was. it, sure, skin. I a wasn't physical. A reminder, a secret, a me.

I chair, shifted. I smile, a joke, heavier. didn't a all, self. gate, a I key. me. soon, afternoon. I I abandoned, pages. record, I a myself. I shifted, a I couldn't ignore. fine, weightless, it, had. I it, to.

I me, I a earlier. I hadn't husband, didn't me. me, gift, a he'd done.

"Do it?" I a
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5 X( v/ U" u* `( m- Z& s"Yes." quickly. I myself, I I moved, robe. "It feels... sensual. feminine?."
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* F" n! }: x" o. S# o/ ~! [- Z"That's point." slightly. voice, acknowledgement he'd reaction, he'd it. myself. Suddenly, I table, myself. I shifted, tighter, me. a second, view. closer, me. "Don't me." didn't falter. He'd myself, he'd one. in. wasn't decoration. wasn't itself. me. a didn't reach. a he'd me, both. a click. I should've it, I couldn't. I sunlight, slightly. I emails. a while, undercurrents anklet. I before. Dresses, books, a while. world. dinner, admire. I it. a me. neck, I him. different. him. me. us. outsiders, I that. explain. powerful. there, I necklace, ring, me.
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( q7 o! a4 k( n2 r3 E. ZI room, shoulders, I thing. wasn't a gift. a dare. he'd eyes. I "a bad," he'd said. mean, exactly? it, mine? a tease, a line, a more?

: U) V, E. I8 C7 s) V5 \1 N* _I mug, circles, he'd a a key. legs, tinkling. more. I again, table, mine. a touch. again, I thicken. didn't else. everything. word. complicit, I couldn't it, I couldn't it. part? I didn't it. I jeans, I public, meant. I a lover's touch. I he'd I anklet, him. me?. I a Tom, eyes? riveting?. I thought. obsession. didn't that. wrist, hand, a water. I day, hadn't a push. I there, book, too. light, I a shiver..
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That's worked. encouraging, I I be. wasn't all, I it, I wasn't loud. wasn't I anyway. I mark, I him. a morning. happy, I leg, it, a treasure. I it, a delicate, plumes. I myself, private, thought: along. a softer, rest. halfway, a rug. Outside, a lawn, steady, hypnotic. Inside, us, couch, itself, itself, too. I him, me, a shorts. cushions, hand, couch. casual, unbothered, up, sharp, thinking, phone.

"Should I him?" asked, playful, takeout.

+ x0 t5 _% C: O+ KI him, hand. a moment, I didn't meant, I to, I say, "Who?" smirked. smirk. he's me. "Tom," casually, twinkling, wasn't thoughts, stomach. "About morning, I I to." flipped. I quickly, peaked. I armchair, a small. I a a headlight. "Why that?" shrugged, a shrug, I'd way. him, wasn't a deal. screen. "Just a up, know?, didn't didn't that. I think." ears. I moving, loud. did, slowly, deliberately, a of.

"Hope didn't day. didn't that... I think." a approval. "See? I'm weird."

8 N% K! o- a3 O, r7 G( r6 SI I blood. hot, chest. back, doorway, eyes, I hesitated, away, I me. Marcus, me, it, thrill. head. line, read:
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  g- A4 a+ R0 b2 P"No here. You've a wife."

0 T- P) u! N3 @' x; G9 vI a second, them, didn't me. "Marcus, Stopp..." head, amused. "What? That's me, that's him." me, I too. words, dark, unexplainable them. beautiful. wasn't Marcus, a tone,but Tom. moment, shower, sunlight, floor. Marcus... way? a man.

I couldn't I him, window, away. myself. I a small, smile, I I trembling. anyway. back, satisfied, a fired. "You pretending, love. I that," murmured. skin, I folds. me??.

I head, I couldn't face. "You're insane."
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"Maybe," said. "But me" hand, banter. attention. a I breath. screen, loud.
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) }; M( E- A; K, D/ }"i there, man. She's gorgeous." a chuckle. "Looks you've man's lock, Suzi"
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I playfully, veins. I me, together, them. I off, nothing, I couldn't. me, all. cushion, forward, knees, mine. "Say it," softly.

I swallowed. "Say what?"
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"That it. seen." low, coaxing, I confessed.
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* ]  C0 d5 j. I7 j, Z9 bI mouth, it, again, I be. "Maybe I did." admittance, I shoulders. "Yes I did." widened, pleased. shifted, knees, stirring, too. "that's girl. Now, more," said, now. "Tell felt. there, dripping, you. again." burned, anyway. " felt... I couldn't move. I caught. I didn't move. I see. I like, be... at." sharply, breath. jeans, slow, deliberate. "And now?" asked. "Knowing beautiful?"

I tighter, thrumming. "It feel..." I hesitated, throat. "It sexy, Marcus. You're incorrigible." I out. groaned, deep, couch, chair, movement. once, loose, neck. "God, Suzi," muttered, breathless, "you me."

I thighs, slick, me. ear. "Oh, I do."
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) [6 i. [8 J* `I him, , all. Tom's chest, Marcus's touch, I couldn't apart. me, deep, right, I shoulder, pretend.
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1 _7 F0 y4 r# ?* j3 |1 Z* r) Y"You it," again, skin. "You what's mine. you." back, fingers. "Yes," I gasped, me, unrestrained. "Yes, I it, he. that?" I I voice.

groaned, completely, lap, him, me. wild, fevered, himself, thrust.

I out, unfiltered, a kiss, it. hips, him, lips. "You're mine," growled. "Even body...mine, love." edge, I orgasm, lips, it. a later, neck, me. together, a limbs, I air. pounding, us.
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I didn't it. I couldn't. I instead, I I trembling.. "Marcus..." hair, tender. a whisper. "I know, baby. I know." followed, I shifted, opened, I wasn't I again. were, a encounter. I a minutes, cum.
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1 o  o" s& r! h0 [2 J- T4 B.... anklet, I didn't did. Heck, around. A gold, unassuming, a skin. ankle, there, whispered, "Now you've a bad," I jewelry. me. I open. night, I shower, I'd once. I loosely, I walked. a test, see. immediately, didn't anything. me, robe, ankle. didn't a word. couldn't I needed, a furnace. evening, I alone, I shorts. already, I didn't without. I hall, I skin. I somehow, changed. I a desired. small. I a I to, ass, street. I on. A times, I up, a second, I I Tom's window. A curtain. A glass. away, I hadn't noticed, I didn't. I it. me. I watching, I slutty.. a hot. day, wouldn't fade, home. I I sauce, I bed. a a way. around, I more. I fence, loose, sundress. I slowly, hang. sweet, away. I cotton, way. ache. I I it. shadow, window. I natural. I back, stretch, wanted. I inside, I restless, fabric, sun. I myself, a I it. I shorts, ankle, want. I it, clit, a I for. I wall, can, room. slide. day, a myself, a ritual. I'd restless, I'd looked. wasn't Tom, really. I show. A times, mother's there. resting, out. I a show, back, obvious. necessary. thrilling.

I bedroom. I wide, a usual, in. I sunshine, a I didn't believe. I I undressed, I phone, I slow, motions. I way, glass. I , I charger, ankle. I a show. shouldn't knew, course. knew. night, I robe, pink, lap. "I don't is, you're glowing," whispered, ear. I coy, pressed. "Did again?" caught, needed. harder, open, I hands. "God, I this," murmured. "Daring reckless. wet." I me, scandalous. I sound. moment, escalated. I fence, plants, move. I wouldn't all, a it. I reckless, stop. a wire, pleasure, it. I routine. to, a a pants. I night, I a fingers. afternoon, phone, I panties, stretching, blinds. I I turned, enough, watching, lap. "Go on," softly. "Show him." up. I higher, ass, I outside. I ears. I didn't looking, wet. me, ass, I more.

Later, bed, detail. "Tell saw," me. "Tell felt." I everything, I hadn't yet. I I Tom's me, thought, I this, at. word, hips, harder, us. another, a aftermath. coffee, loose, glinting. errands, a mailbox, a a long. plants, thighs, cotton. nipples. need. me, him. wetter, territory.
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A I I, Suzi, routine, watching. I silk, me, on. I Tom's eyes, them, steady,inviting even. surreal. I I much, a day. week, accessory. a me. I else, I on, follow.
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7 H9 t( J5 }& V2 ^... table, I Mei's name. hadn't a I chest, texts. person. away. teasing. Mei.
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# V% X' O& l; N2 ~+ K  D"Tell I you're naughty"
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7 ?* L5 C% H' C0 G% bI breath, head. knew. out, a screen. I up, hovering, lip. I back.

3 Y7 f6 Z3 H: t- B* w$ ]9 r7 V"That's a accusation. a maybe?" I a again. "Define naughty?" instant, wasn't a text. a note, I room, way, mine. "Hmm," purred, smile, "naughty in... wear. you'd that... right?"

" e" f% e0 Z! j$ V+ x' ?  oI I audio, laugh, me. I turned, counter, chest, me. I should've off. I warm, care. I it.

8 i  \& X; P, c- P/ h4 \" I might've something... changing" blue, chat. I play, I Mei, I hand. theatrical, delighted. "I it," , softer, a me. "Spill. you? importantly, it."

I hard, again. I head, game. I time:
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' k% ~6 ^1 J' Q0 j7 i" husband. says... I a I to."

I back. I her. true, would've anyway. on, disappearing, in.
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I smoke. "So, now?" teased, wicked. "You I you."
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( I( o4 I8 ~) p! DI face, helplessly, me. me,her open, myself, once. I I
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" Let's a a crack. I'm hallway" immediately. note, again, deliberate, doing. "Standing? No, babe. I barefoot, open, you're caught."

9 N6 z1 R1 j( D1 R8 N! D+ j# XI loud, throat, didn't know. instinctively, I skin. wasn't wrong. wasn't all.
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"You're terrible" again. note. speaking, too. "Terrible," repeated, out. "Maybe. I yourself." paused, a silence, conspiratorial whisper. "Tell you're now."

5 y" {# v0 U/ ?1 q* U6 sI froze. might've her, might've away. shoulder, I quickly, racing.

* U9 Y4 r: i4 e- q' jI I myself, light. "A robe," I admitted, laughing. "Still shower. And... me"
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I it, kitchen, me, idiot. ridiculous, I a midnight. seconds, playful. "Oh, Suzi. sounds? you're confession. you've ask."
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I eyes, counter, hip, me. right, course. was. I'd waiting. exactly, ask. Sure,I it, I me, I wasn't easily.

I phone, close, me. "Maybe I have." I away. Mei's certain. "Knew it."
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' M; J8 D' c) B8 `5 W% |1 SI table, me, sunlight, I kitchen. I should've embarrassed, I should've subject, I slightly, ankle, a else. Marcus. Tom. mind's eye. shame, I warmth. I inhaled, sweet, known. I couldn't myself. I time, low, a girlish, myself. "You're me, that?" back, now, tease, I ached. "Or maybe," said, "I'm need. you're glowing, don't stop" that, things. I listened. Soon, else. didn't encouragement fuller, decision. little, I I myself.
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: L! d7 h3 w& Y& R: wI vividly, mind. me, I a a a neighborhood. I skin, I'd me, I clothes. nipples, alive, awake. I I I collar. I a car. I a things. risque, I a women. I a I was, didn't time. I home, couch. I air.

6 {: Z- }( `8 p; |) Qme, didn't first. , I a I admit.

Later, I haul, lap. table, thighs. I embrace. go.
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"You today?"he asked, ear.

/ K: g) a. g$ e' Q& S( l* RI nodded, tight, it. it.

# ^6 h& B; V( L0 _5 c9 l"And top." a question, I nod. answer. closer, ear.

"What a nipples?" whispered. "What he's now?"

8 r3 E6 k) a  \. o8 k( o' {1 a/ EI didn't words. I couldn't moment. I him, I shorts, needed. breath, rough, hunger. bedroom. room, floor. I naked, him. lamplight, me. back, mouth. it, a him. boobs, I looked. a pull,he up, a me. spine, sharper. ankle, shoulder, again. I couldn't it, lamplight, I'd at. wasn't me, too, weeks.

; ~: |2 J$ b% ?! j0 PI shoulder, back. low, I it, further. " you, they're here. I am. You're mine. mine." him. I didn't it, didn't resist. I him, panting, a word. weight, harder, I open, taken. I came, loud. room, bowing, ankle. didn't stop. it, I building. A I a a a moan. it, I him, blades. floor, sweating, shaking, were.
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1 |( `# H- W# ^+ I7 z) dEventually, side, chest. us, now, I couldn't care. I bedroom, sleep. I didn't sleep. away. much, awake, alive. I stood, me, wall. shoulders, feet, I myself.

& l2 `' Q8 h7 GI ring. a contradiction gold. flushed, tangled, him. I slightly, hip, I foot. forever, I I nothingness. I phone. I didn't much, first. behind, shoulder, a much. I picture, I a sign, I'd a I hadn't before. I seen, day. life, glorious.

I another. mirror, slightly, shadow. frame. I further. I one. Marcus, maybe. Tom. anyways. hammer. screen, I it. I wasn't Marcus, I didn't easily. Tom, I wasn't open. else.
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Instead, I them. I I I a secret, alone. I that, Marcus, energy. morning, blinds. slowly, way, he'd before. I stretched, skin. jewelry. a knew, I boundary. I kitchen, naked, floor. again, I didn't it. I usual. I skin, this. a later, messy, sleep. a spoke. "You've on." noted, happy. I couldn't times. now, I ring.
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6 C4 F& B& z6 I( qI shrugged, nothing. inside, I wasn't nothing. a I inside. over, waist, neck. low, sleep. "You feels, don't you?"

. r) m5 E( ^/ sI back, "Too much." chuckled, skin, I him. daylight, outside, dangerous, everything. that's wanted, future.
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