InsideSuziPt.02

可爱的白鸽

; h$ M  y8 ]# R% N2. quickly. Marcus. Occasionally, I recollections day, long. I thing, I else, I a thing. I a me. I it, a by. day, I alone, run. morning. early, pale. I closing, over, I myself. a I I admitted, feel. I quickly, a I along.
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Next, I room, feet. bend, I stretched. soft, a I teacher. down, I a a melody. I it, inhales, exhales, inch.

I ways, focus. hold. once, I couldn't away. later, I kitchen, I unrolled. I tea, barefoot, warm. quickly, senses. I underwear, curtains. I a before, usual, I I I "Stay day" tea. I window, me, reach, I a line. I neighbourhood, sunlight. aggressive. I position. kitchen, I mirror. I I wanted. a while, I all. liquid, tongue. loosened, a good, way. Then, always, I didn't to. ago. it, window. a ago, I everything. fence, couldn't himself. I watching. I nothing, a a boy. hadn't nothing. awakening. what,I yet, me.

Later, known. maybe, me. night, excitement. him. like. better, wilder. then, I I it. I I to. Slowly, I I hadn't years. that, he'd years. I too, a situation. a new, skin.
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I slowly, myself. I aside. again, I "I a shower". quickly. I shoulders, closing, thoughts. heat, I using. I didn't much, I scents, a soap. slowly, a rush. I feel. touch, a way. I was, Tyler's again,his young, skin. noticed, known, someone's a within. I out, I didn't me. I skin, I shower. fogged, butchered, I didn't clear, torture. I bedroom, back, side. great, a preoccupied. I spot, feet.

I I alone. first. A scrape, a hallway. I startled, wide. couldn't Marcus, gone. wasn't work, I out. I house, away. home.
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8 Q0 C: ~; ]# R* GI room, chest. fast, a alert. Slowly, I turned.
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Tom. doorway, stone. Tom, handyman. fifties, sixties. a anymore. a man, far. old, broad, a outside, I a hadn't apology. limp, hands. I tools, stopped. motion. a moved. I towel. I myself. I didn't. side, thigh. a stones, I rivulets, window. water, slowly, hips, I shower. I then, I silent. silent. a awareness.
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0 |& ?: E& _( ?  VI look. floor. ears, heady. I gaze, touching. maddening, ears. thighs. saw, indication. I that, I couldn't a a feeling. I hide,bro him,but God, I couldn't move. me, hair. moment, I a decision, I hide. Yes, me. Yes. second, I happen. moment. differently, a still, I didn't move.

% t4 q% k4 p- hI there, bare, dry. I I myself, a glowing, image. him, me.

Normally, I gasped, me, here. I embarrassed, loud. Instead, I desire. I now. second, I again, slowed, want, I looking. I a pocket. away. me, I hadn't loud. Now, watching, together. Tyler's stare. Marcus's questions, Mei's night. Tom's eyes, older, didn't different. a boy. husband. a a screen. here, desire. I me. throat, was. I air, moment. I back, lower. I everything. chest, a hair, it.

" s) R( A& i% gI before, body, me. different. electrifying. fear, I get. excitement. A "So alive"
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* o+ q* i  {* J3 [: y0 h; d4 RI thinking. openly. failing. a a body. I didn't know, strangely, I didn't care. I was. here, I time. I careful. work. appearance. I polished, composed, control. I a everything, I times. I couldn't uncaring, a cost. now. gaze, cracked. further, a I hadn't years. College. campus, a sweatshirt. A steps, sharp, inside. I them, annoyed. I flutter. wanted, fleetingly. I that. Marcus, Mei, one. again, later. feelings, now, routine. I I it, it. I hadn't. me.

Finally, slightly, weight. a I didn't. skin.
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, @6 m' Y+ v5 m/ Y- WI didn't it. I now. side, palm. alive, buzzing, a demand. I wasn't afraid. I wasn't I been. I was... awake.
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"Shit... I'm sorry." said. A mutter, strangled, will. away, desperate, long, second. turned, fast, it. him, a house. nothing. dizzy. I side, hallway. bursts. I didn't I uselessly, least, afterthought. I chest. late. late. everything. peaked, cloth. instinct. me, me, I couldn't it. me, dangerous. I bed, me. chest, I a moment, me, skull. didn't I up? didn't I yell? didn't I back? I there. a headlights, thighs. a look. I couldn't away. I hadn't I did, pants. I eyes, frightened. apologetic, yes, eyes, God, turned. way. heat. tighter.
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3 K$ B/ a. S4 }! h, u"Why I again?" I room. me, a care. I loud, truth. damp, juices. fire, a I didn't connected.
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I pillows, ceiling, again. hall. me. hip, skin, me. curse, undone. I now, driveway, truck. himself? Ashamed? me, I I towel, I hadn't moved, hadn't looking?.

  _* n( X7 C  r0 OI again. thin. quickly. I sternum, it, palm.I then, finally, afterthought. happened. I it. I bed, towel, humming. I floorboards, I stood, thought: I desired, wanting? I violated. I he'd shouldn't have, I didn't. I didn't all. horny. a frown, I shower, warm. used, I it. I didn't I I anyway.

I clit, pleasure. I ready, I I home. I shower, body. I body, breasts, neck, hair. a skin, time. I shower. I I legs. I anticipation. I settings, setting. see, I like. a sigh, I air, legs. I I spot. I didn't moans, I long, breaths, I water.

I close, I couldn't pleasure. shut, I it's worth, I me. up, painful, I silent, back. I I insane, wild.

9 p( @2 y' ]: R& m! i* b$ Emuch, I dangle, around. I then. I down. pink, water. I done.

I head, feet. I legs, slightly. I sensitive, I me. I didn't I again. I a break, again. more, I clit. I again, beginning. I I life.

9 |$ A4 h9 \, H  h# e# v5 _I around, clit. intense, old, I've felt. open, I approaching. instinct, sensational, I higher. now, I clit. I me, gasping. I I myself, I me.

I hand, twisting, legs. immediately, I it, body, spasms. instinct, I it, gasping. I red, chest. I quickly, head. legs, I shower, leg. I a towel, down, clit, pleasure. I I home, I exhausted.

+ e* t, s9 s, GLater, I dressed, I a tee. slowly, lingered. I didn't I back. I didn't to. wasn't looking. I'd moment. a I down. normal, I I happened. I seen, naked, warm, a I a with. it? happened?. I I it, I asleep. I a heavy. watchful. I bones, I me. a encounter. I things, I wouldn't thoughts. I dishes. kept, I straightening room, housekeeper's day. me, I couldn't thinking. man's shut. me, insistent.
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Marcus's then, ago. "Tell me. good? wild?" playful, curious, too, me. I dangerous, I uncontained. I bits, stories, truth. I this, Tom, do? angry? reaction? harder, faster, I I room? eyes. sadness. worry, me. I couldn't mind. I couldn't again.
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Tyler's next. he'd garden. Tom, hadn't gaze. hadn't was. me. I chest, I it. Tom. Older, a same. edges. Tyler, I second. A hands, a me, fully, permission, a I eyes.

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I flinched, a lifeline. last, I into. up. Mei. Mei. this, ways. a dumping.

2 F2 z+ Y# Q% K$ K{"Morning, CEO. a off?"} me, always. I them, chest. me, ear.
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8 [, N! C, z3 u8 ]I slowly, I thoughts..
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9 c: Z6 S4 O. P$ l& K& j{Having a day. kinda... happened.}

I back, doorway.
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) w# p1 h& C% C" l% u. p% Q{Strange how? weird? Or... weird?} I chuckle. I mind, weird. fun? No. Yes. Both. I couldn't other. fun, a frenzy, worry.

I hurt, again.

{Let's say... I expected.} screen, bare, sharp. I send. anxiety. I it, grin. wouldn't scold. She'd laugh, closer, I spilled. She'd I knew, I happen, I then, I didn't her, she'd I wet. again. shocked. I away, a worrying. I chest, eyes, skin. frantic, I a uncomfortable alone. a now, not. release. a betrayal, else, in. I a hooves. I calm, understand, did. I finally, I distrust. me, I I do, emails. I a neighborhood.
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) Z& G7 V- z: sI yesterday. back, I a home, fancy. table, a us, Marcus's face. I dinner. soft, skin. I a slip, body. shoulders, it. I eat, insides. there, full, anything. didn't first. eating, there, chest. I glass, absentmindedly red. I I spoke.
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8 {) ?% M( W9 t"I something... weird." small, careful, I apart. down, gently, didn't me. mine, calm. "Okay?"
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8 A9 I) E, _) I2 m# u; FI up. I out. " today, left. Tom... me. shower." wind, I carried. "You didn't anything, I I and" confused. blinked, I mind. "Like... you?" asked, a brows. "He undressed?"
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I nodded. tighter. now? I heat, I wasn't word. I didn't I ashamed, I shocked, okay? I didn't there.
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"And?" asked. that. voice, distress. a beat. interest.

# f- V/ ~; T3 b: l: jI hard. "I didn't up. first. I I froze. I I... full, Marcus. I a reacted." say. fragile, it. tight, jealousy, worse, disappointment. me. curved, deliberate, smiles. mocking. cruel. Just... knowing.
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"You purpose, didn't you?" low, amused, a prickle. I caught. I it, back, out. I nod, cheeks.
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"You look,princess?" asked, time, answer. nod. " I anything, Marc, everything" I a exaggerated, up. mad, time, wasn't a underwear. then, I'd them. him, me. parted, tremble.

6 w" N$ ]5 W. O2 z5 c! S# G8 u0 t6 Z"That's you've me." first. A wild, didn't me. didn't insane, off. a me. that, else. electric, dangerous, intoxicating. me, he'd entirely.

I didn't then, us. wasn't me. me, me, away.

+ k5 O: f+ d- O3 k"You're unbelievable!" I exasperation.

"Come on, felt. everything" open, I could. night, sink, again. I anything. dark, sheets, first, there, start. didn't long.
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"Tell again," whispered, low, wasn't me. "Tell saw." a match. time. I earlier, bones, dinner, us. different. dark, bed, open. temptress, seductress.

  W5 d% B. G! d/ D) b0 o2 Z! H% [: GI hesitated, knew. a slow, thigh, I me.

"I it," softly. "Every detail." I I anything. I shower. I skin, a I didn't expect. I I'd me, dripping, flushed, heat. I happen.
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I first, hall, accidental, I turned. Tom's appearance.
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6 B8 n* n( b' I: T, `5 AMarcus's a I name, tip, shorts..
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I doorway, it. shoulders, hands, he'd into. face. I froze, a curse, us.
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! B+ {3 d5 R+ ^, v2 Q"I didn't myself," I dark.
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& g3 ~! p+ L1 Y$ QMarcus's thigh, press, a on.
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"The there," I said, shaking. "But I didn't it. I just... there. I me."
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0 A3 t% n+ r! {  G) W" TMarcus's changed. faster, exactly, deeper. closer, temple.

% M6 P: L9 W! x) v6 x"What see?" asked, husky.

I rising. "All me. back. hips. nipples... I didn't move. away." throat. higher, inching, teasing. "And look?"
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1 e; h3 V) I: d; w+ ?3 X5 ^"Yes." me. "I I froze. maybe... I to." a church, hammering, wetness. husband's mine. I thigh, cheek. wasn't jealous. wasn't angry. on. truth, messy, a him.

2 }) i2 Z' K3 F( h0 }' E: L"Say again," murmured.
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; S7 c2 [7 ?  }% i. q2 }+ l"I look, wet." higher, me, catch.

"Tell more," urged. "Tell felt."

I slowly, now. "It felt... electric. once. I time. I it. I it. left... I wet. I couldn't shaking." again, time, mine. reverent.
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"I this," whispered. "so desire" hurt. I hadn't I edge. a clit. I legs. I tongue.
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I head, him. I a go. I couldn't time, fingers, three. I continued, I her. indescribable region. him, it. didn't to, I him. thighs.

7 b, n) E0 e4 |; n3 _' p) KI force. a me. amazing, a stop. I don't me. feel. I everything, moment. me. me, thing. I a more, again. I him. again, orgasm. amazing. I me, I out. I brim. out, I I made. throat, a satisfaction.

) ]- J( G/ n, b# Cout. bed. shit. I me. embraced, shaking. passionately, body. "I you." I smiled. I couldn't speak, I exhausted. I attention. a bed, other. cheek, jawline. dark, hungry, steadier. worship.
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4 J* J* |. y& K3 L"You're mine," said, vow. "Even you."
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I a a laugh, a sob. hip, closer.
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"Especially then. You're mine, it. " a water, out, deep. I weeks, else's Marcus, trust. was, harder, fiercer, it.
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I chest, broken. head, cheek, mouth. first, hungry, again, me, a feeling..

: j; ?$ g; _( F* K" I everything," lips. "I you. thought. slip. secret."
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I nodded, eyes. "I will. listening." kiss, I sunlight. "Always." again, I it, whispers. I sex. I confessed. curiosity, heady. It's his. I tighter. I him, heat, hair. weeks, months, quiet.
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... him. I thigh, I well. I a while, listening. corner. I too, under. I couldn't. hadn't over.
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I arm, myself. bodies, skin. tense, flushed. I slowly, noiseless. floor, I window. hand. I glass. dark. way, closed, drawn. see. reflection, low, throat, skin.

, H  r5 G. k( N: mI away. I didn't, I moment.

" ~. e; o4 J$ Q9 ~: k/ mI there, nothing, I couldn't name. I open. I there, shadow, earlier. I again, heavy. I me, me. opposite, open, vulnerable. I up, I feeling. hadn't I me? head, over, last. hadn't I away? I there, frozen?. I answer, question. I hadn't frozen. really. I'd chosen, okay, chosen, allowed. I look. at. God, delicious. weak. I glass, me. accident. it. time, I react. that. that. I didn't indiscretion. I it, experiences. I happen. I me, silence, a now. I shut. I froze, face, I couldn't inch, eyes. stuttered. I naked, alive, second. I was, dark. awake. I a good. me, skin. I again, time, shoulders, night. there. I that. still, I pretend. weren't closed? now, window, fall, a I couldn't see?

I like. I visible, wasn't hidden, I couldn't meet. a away. I Marcus. hands, earlier, again. hadn't jealous. I didn't hungry. me, me, I hadn't name. I hadn't it. I hadn't was, now.
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I glass, touched. pane. fell. now, waist. breeze. time, I thought, I wouldn't hesitations. I wouldn't in. I wouldn't chance. time, I'd shame, I'd fully, a halfheartedly, outside. me. I throat, spine, hadn't night.

& H6 R0 ~" b" z! L9 m$ NI last, again, I late. root. I place. I bed, asleep, I behind. soft, untroubled, I known. a inhale, I I now. I unrecognisable, enough. I edged, be, fraying. shifted. beginning.
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I bed, sheet. I eyes, I didn't quickly. dark, head. accident. wasn't. me, time, I wouldn't in.