FixingaBrokenHeart

花暖叶风

a it's weeks. it's a pace.

I kitchen, me, balcony. It's I with. I am.
( C$ n! V9 f! L2 C& }' y
' ]9 _+ r3 S. `2 k# k+ lI glass, skin. A that, time, I I need.
/ h+ c0 d& z" C2 s2 `$ K% r
0 l8 ?6 m4 Z" B7 Y/ KA thoughts.
5 m2 R& {0 C* s9 w; E2 \
Fuck.

# ]) m2 {% J( ^3 ~. gIt's night. isn't I don't her, I do, I her, tonight. door. doesn't open. a key, she'd in, there's me. isn't Nina. door. I white, peephole. I now, last, he's alone.

I door, feet, him. face, way, sun, I he's crying. he's time.
1 @; k" \! W4 L9 ]! f6 S2 N' o% @
6 ?: K5 c" ^3 x2 H, i"Tyler?"
  B, D0 ^; A. l
"Can I in?"

1 Z) ?: W2 U$ `! S8 }I door, a mind. "What ?"

"" soft, broken, me, body, through.
0 ^3 n! J9 k. N# i
* z- R1 X  ?: U" \3 h8 mI in, "What happened? Cali?" head, hair, forth. "I tried, Tess. I just...do I've fought...just for...fuck." floor, sobs. something. time. me. I'm dark.

I him, I embrace, chest, skin.
' i1 {& Z, }5 S9 \: \
"Shh, I'm here. I'm here." I a I hair, uncontrollably chest.

I happened. him. he's I don't flight. I don't doorstep. care. a blanket. doesn't me.
. Q% n: p) D6 `* k& s: E8 {3 g
"Hey, on, sick." doesn't doesn't argue. raw, pain. "He me." sobs. "After everything, sacrifices, pain, left." him, no, shatters. singular, I've pieces.

"Come on. Let's warm." I again, feet. stand, I I wear.

1 h# R8 @+ |2 G) q/ LHe's bed, shaking, he's up.
$ u/ a* K8 B# I( a6 c) h8 w# W
I I'd a a a a a are. I him, they'll fit. doesn't a change.

"How I doesn't anymore?" cries, I seen. "I don't I him. I don't...fuck." hands, cheeks. ragged, body.
# W1 @% z+ L* I0 y- ?
I him, knees.

"I tried. Fuck." me, chest. shreds. "I die!" undeniable. I don't I something.
) f' j1 i8 \6 p. Z( m4 S" V( M
' w3 ~% L: B* G4 b$ D" E' dI shoulders, over, more.
2 f$ @# x! Y  k6 o, t
6 c( H+ Q( q% t5 T; ^% vIt's hours, asleep. doesn't matter. He's head, sides. I can't him. I much, I don't I either.
9 W+ I) x; M: u/ Z3 M
1 p: k8 a5 ?4 z8 s9 {! A"Hey, on, you've clothes." I say, blanket. hard. "I can't him. I can't breathe." back, I eyes. "Tess, too?" I I can't cheeks. his, clench.
; \  k& {5 \5 H/ n
No.

I now.

- a  B8 Z  u4 W# H$ X" b9 {0 k2 b"Tyler." I hand. scars, chest. happening. he's enthralling. 5 I'm problems...and be.
- ?' h+ D% A* |: h
Fuck.
+ v. O# X. {# h: g
"Tess?" arm. "Please don't me." mine, again. "Please." I don't I don't away. I him, mouth, a shouldn't does.
6 _. Y6 h8 g- [% o" {
I again,

8 B6 Y* {# E% l8 C; l) @) }"Tyler."es a core.

I don't this. I don't I'm now. up. room. run. gentle, warm.

"Tyler." a I back, desire. "We can't."
, R( v' e0 U6 s
9 w8 f, l& _# h1 W' \"Why not?" doesn't neck, more. "Put together."
$ X" q5 M  s6 x- h$ W+ }, \4 G
9 x( ?8 a2 V% \8 X- ^He's close, through.
1 X$ G/ _+ e5 |) |6 G
' q2 W2 f# h9 J$ N$ [" @" D% J' c"You're I can."

I hard, chest, it. "What do?" me, again. "Kiss me."
' `+ C. |2 {( P* K3 J, ]" |
It's I him, I don't me, this. I him, his, inside. hair, him, kiss. I'm him, back. time, heaving, he's me, eyes, need.

"I I clothes." says, feet. I him. "Can I shower?"

! N7 _1 l! K: ~8 z0 O9 ["Yeah, yeah, course." I I him. "Do do." door, me. "Join me." says, outstretched.

# B% W8 w9 w4 Z  o1 n"What?" drops. "Tyler."
8 j. x! R$ y1 B6 r$ F# ]
+ i6 \! |5 W" o: O" {"Join me, Tess." me. I don't I him, him. more.
0 \' M1 o& a/ q0 S5 t5 X3 _
6 E- S# C% h5 H1 W' A- _7 i( D"Whatever you're thinking, shouldn't it." I don't I'm myself, I again. I me, that's anticipation.
/ @6 U( q# m$ E* R
"No, shouldn't. a I doing, I not." a us.

  y0 G' E0 m$ t$ c: c4 p! G"And that?" me.
3 w0 P/ I2 c2 U- O' P
& w7 S3 K) f' K/ z5 F$ T5 IHe's me, closer. "You." neck, slightly. "I Cleo." back. I I planet. "I a shower?"
9 T0 d  \( e' p1 L# F
* J+ ~+ ^" r. E* J# g"I do. I now." shirt, I'm him, him. down, solid, clear. I him. I can't now. "Let me." I softly, boxers, now.
! b4 ?% k* j& @! L7 B' j4 y
"My turn." he's words. I'm a bra, I've I'm I I conscious. a me. "Fuck, beautiful." teeth, a panties.

* u" g- I) M" x  L( eWe're here, a shower, need.
' r; x/ H! t+ S4 t2 Q" H
"I me." I don't him, I don't a I'm water. He's a I body, I seen. "Do see?"

"Yes." I out, I to. "Do you?" I I shouldn't I I don't likes, I don't I me. I don't I'm on.
  L: O" I+ u9 d
# [; t, n' U9 z$ E& E, `  R"Fuck yes." again, closer, neck. "You I imagined." wall. "I now."
3 v+ C: F/ N3 ]
3 H$ P* t5 a9 u"Then for?" needs, he's feet, shoulder, a me. "You delicious." shutters. There's a he's I'm earth. I up. tongue, teeth, a stronger. tiles, legs, he's there, up, before.
. v8 G$ U. r* [
"Fuck, Tyler. Fuck." I moan, there's can't breathe. I don't care. I him. I forever. me. him, I I'm stars. "Shit. Don't stop." I moan, tile, move, I explode. I a whimper. I a warning. doesn't wait. up, arm, up, back, warning, preamble. loudest, core. "Fuck good. Shit." doesn't move, breath. "It's me." he's himself. slow, me, wall. a I possible, orgasm. I cum, I screaming. vision. within. once. me, wall, me, orgasm.
0 D$ A& E: `& Y! V( B2 k
"You're cum." again, me, thighs. "I I get."
& _9 I4 |7 @" W. P2 D% a! O
4 z: b* F5 k& a' s, JThere's a I don't I'll down, I arms. chuckles. "I you, didn't I?"
4 ~) I+ s8 i0 k: s6 F
' J+ O5 U' p. ]  D1 O  o"Only a little." I say, I again. "But I you're here, I a floor." I say, soap.
# y+ j% e6 j9 \
"Then too." I nod, him.

I body, I don't morning, I don't care. I'll then, I me, which, water, does. bedroom, clothes. though, boxers, shirt, I him.

% n6 b6 j$ L7 y( c8 w% |"We shouldn't that." softly, bed.

"Probably not."

* Z! U/ N8 V9 k0 k, g9 l: t4 ]"Thank you."

A lips, a mind. "Why here, Tyler? didn't town? away?" a again. "There go. You're I me."

"And I you?"
- h# l4 \  P. U7 U
"Let I morning."

I a long, time, nodding. "Only something?" nods. "Anything."
: b" J' U* d7 ]3 N* E$ a0 L% m7 S- g
"In brother." a breath, contemplating not, again. "I that." agrees, into, I don't. I door. "Where going?"

"I'm phone, I'll up." isn't a lie, I I haven't hours, a screen, Sam.

Sam: I up, Tess. I me.

Sam: Tyler's gone. We're done. I mistake.
: @1 Z5 r, Y+ v7 s1 k9 d% d0 P; y
Sam: me. I I a simple: happened? instant.

Sam: I us. drops. happened, wasn't I expecting.
2 h7 u, r9 r1 B* p7 U
; @6 O' t) L! u3 s* `4 T$ o+ ]Me: Why?

Sam: I myself.

2 l  Q" \" i& w. h0 A! P. EFuck.
6 S* M# {) E- @4 s, u3 n
Me: planning?
6 \+ x# V( q/ ]
Sam: No. I pain. I suffer.
$ V6 o  K8 ]" t. C# `7 S' G
, G) J6 D- N' T) t7 H; ESam: him, I don't him, I don't either. I myself, a myself.
: [4 ?5 i1 V8 p4 E
Me: go?Sam: I'm Ethan's Greece. I don't I'll back.He's gone. tightens. didn't wait. away.Me: please. I you're alive.Sam: I that.I I'd phone. I bedroom, asleep, pillow. could, I don't I that. I don't man's a pay.I I close. I'm this, I can't I'll together.
% I  X" o# U& ~  N9 Y7 [