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; ]5 O+ c" f8 n; ~% paway. Amanda's knife. noises. them. a , a emptiness. a tones. a artifacts. vast, table. a surgeon's focus. anniversary, a "that's lovely," light.! a5 y- A1 t" L2 a2 h! K
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"Tough gallery?" asked. question, hollow, them. up. a away. "It fine. exhibit."
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"Good." a Pinot. expensive, medicine. "That's good." again. a void. "The landscaper? hedges?", Z( l& ^; ^0 F# Q, J8 Q& {/ K
- I& @* X, ^5 c! H7 @( X1 A"He's Thursday."# w' w- j& o) a
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"Right. Thursday." couldn't they'd other, laughing. gone. vanished. Now, a pantomime. have. A real, a a mouth. that?
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( h7 ]; X5 x6 V9 b8 o1 VI here. I here. me? exterior. a home. cage. ornament. complied. Perfectly. precision, a jaw. Yoga. club. gallery. a events, a him. a life, he'd a roommate.3 L% p/ D* x0 C4 s& J0 C
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Later, bedroom, act. wide, sleep, sleep. side, him. practiced. dress. shoulders, feet. lace, a window.% `( h. Y1 p" ~
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Michael's caught. did. a hips. gently. light, marble. wife. possessive. wife. a borders. slightly, unreadable. a word, bra, away. herself. routine. a head. body, beneath. bed, lotion. undressed, comparison, her. vast. dark, breathe. silk. signal. flinch. touch. a agreement. her, hers, her. pliant. toothpaste. neck, silk. a warm, weight. habit, a him. thighs, hips. him, a small, hips. fumbling. civilized. a them. dry. slight, stilled.
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7 O; ^! m* X$ R8 a"It's fine," whispered, a dark. a steady, pumping. neck, lavender, away. faucet. dinner. him, Amanda's tense. ceiling. familiar, him. gallery, a raw, slashes. book. her, a away. a groan, pressure. a moment, mattress, off. dark, breath. lavender.
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( Z4 c T0 S% e) r"Goodnight, Michael.") F) o' j0 Z" X) m* B$ c) ]
; s$ x: J! L& i8 ~"Goodnight, Amanda." darkness, ever. touch, infinite. wife, alone. life, breaking.5 J8 v) J' m M& s
7 B* b L- A7 n$ I8 Ja a wall. bed, pants, loose. closed. him, chest. phone. noise. a up. Jake, gossip.5 V' N. d3 T" U) X1 p( [
N& {: J; k5 u5 u% x"Hey man, a second! night. world!" a photo. a glasses. a woman. Amanda. behind, sure. knew. fell. dress. heart. posture. back, a hear. real, much. a man. A a touch. hers, ear. her. Liam. O'Connell a gallery. a bold, Michael's replicate. a a a not. perfect. looked, a doubt, a kiss.
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R' t9 R* f: G) w' l# x' N2 I/ cA Michael's gut. shrank. in, trembling. pixel. Liam's silk. Amanda's back. sheer, move. why, head. bed. him. a Jake, clumsy.
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"Not her. a doppelganger. though." room. voice. lie. contact. times, a blow.' O; O7 ~1 D5 E: e+ }! @) Q
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"Michael?" a distracted. background. home. home.2 ~4 b j6 [- u0 {) ?+ Y. K
[ W/ m* m9 ^ g"Hey. landed." a vice. "Quiet flight. night?"3 E; X% O' u4 ?! l$ s8 t9 Y! `7 i
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"It fine. exhibit. well. turnout." tightened. "Just exhibit? party?" a moment.
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"Oh, a Chandler, yes. team. I long." team. soul. character. Liam's laughter. a confession.1 U2 A- @/ b7 J0 ]1 c
7 O, ]' p ]& G7 _0 n* e+ {"Right. Well, I beat," said, a mouth. "I tomorrow."
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$ D1 `7 f# V% v7 r, Y# h: f! I"Okay. safe." forehead. mind. lied. a fool, it.
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y- {! Y7 E7 a& N- Yendless. a eye. bitter, anyway, a burn. house, anymore. this, him. it. her. movements, routines, face. tea. a step? hadn't years? hall. a skin? darker, spicier, nights? phone. room? a furtively, a click? a a life. moment, a swim. shelves, in. shattered. next, a over. a game. A laughter. husband, know. No, story. ending. form. a power. proof, tangible, betrayal. a test. innocent, pass. guilty, well, answer. hand. a head, couldn't it. He'd it. He'd it. moment: widening, catching, hers. a thing, a belly. ugly. shameful. intoxicating. her. yet. it, accusations.
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No. seducer. a intense, passion, her. man. him, Liam. him. a logic, mind. a ground. it. Now, traps, bait, shadows. years.
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$ e: v9 z9 c; YAmanda's study. door, sound. darkness, him. memories, a template. a a a ago. him, shirtless, balcony, him, endless, Ocean. He'd then, sun, resentment. Photoshop. now, a purpose. a slow, intent. face. face. longer, collar. painstakingly a a a haircut. eyes, blue, crow's age, a a horizon. hours, pixels. wasn't growth, a punctuality. a thin, eyebrow, a a hiking. a ghost, a been. Croft. a a truck.
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( Z- z: J S5 n6 D/ M: QNext, a life. a hours. a own. a he'd away. a hands, a bike, "Better a spreadsheet". a a he'd week, a puddle, "The city's a midnight. Quieter. honest". a voice. fingers. Sebastian's weary. a "It dirty." "bled floor," "Finally, doesn't a boardroom." process. A chest. click, line, wife. orchestrating cuckolding, panic. evening, Sebastian's bio. a spreadsheet, hammering. in, him, screen.. y: v Z) i0 h$ y: O
2 t$ l2 \) A8 y" e1 q. d V"You're late." flat, a fact.
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"Just up." steady. her, looked. throat, face. Sebastian's rough, throat, quiet, ear. rage. Instead, a pure, groin. wasn't anymore. master. colder, sharper, dangerous. beautiful, design.
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'send' button. a 'Sebastian Croft' Amanda's account. a a metal.( J6 ~& g/ X& r
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% i. Y7 B5 h0 V* X0 a9 A" f"The 'a visible.' That's exactly. shape. story." a clicked. vanished. again, hieroglyphics. her, room. a a a deep, well, a come. concentrate. sound. nook. a teacup. there, chair, hair. table? pocket? it? minute, ignored. humiliation. wouldn't reply. Amanda. Curated. Controlled. a man. up. sat, door, failure. disappeared.& q" v7 P6 ~1 s! n
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Then. a silence. faint, a nook. rigid. anything. A alert. A reminder. gut, hope, knew. breath, straining. sound. footsteps, sigh, a swift, reply. single, ping, air, a different. A consideration. a work. couldn't it. stood, stiff, out, water. nook. there, he'd pictured. chair, a lap. wasn't reading. hand, glowing. thought, keyboard. didn't stop. kitchen, a bird. taste. enough. dismissed. study, minutes. Finally, 'Sebastian' account. a notification. A reply. clicked, throat. thoughtful, measured., J4 r& z( n# e$ K6 b Z4 j
" K1 G7 E0 S; c7 ^* g' \2 I/ U"Thank you. It's images. 'history pressure' it. past, scars."% {4 f) q* K. }4 K5 u4 T
' }- e6 _ a$ j! g+ q1 ?0 W- XA emotion, contradictory, dizzy. First, a savage, triumph. her. beautiful, bait. a disgust. fiction, Frankenstein's mind. a away. evening, different. empty, a phones. her. quiet, a slight, imperceptible cheekbones. didn't phone, a guest. part. "Everything alright? seem... preoccupied." up, him, afar. "Hmm? Oh. a we're considering. is... challenging.", n0 b5 a2 E: B. S# e
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He. a blow. a artist, space? didn't message. didn't say, "You'll guess, I DM." wall, needed. life. frantic, conversations Sebastian. a life. step. a test. more, they'd reality. world. study, light. memories, a past, it. again. a a man. bicep, a a complex, shadows. tan. shadow, a suggestion, his. him, a a different, life. a Sebastian. a contact.
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"City's oven. I like. turn. words. filters." key. waited. a room. didn't move, couldn't move, mouse. line. a life. expected. photo.5 _& K9 k' q6 C
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"Sebastian, I've conversations. a me. I don't that. I'm a woman." a chest, lungs. a shocking, release. A lightheaded. no. She'd line. constant, slack. She's faithful. a balm, a fire. instant. her, Michael. husband. chair, a long, lungs. over. done, loyalty. a fool, a one. this. account. her, insecurity. saved. again. days, hang. Amanda, foreign, old, jacket. coffee, mug. voice, a lie. a newfound, her, she'd maintained. a wall, a near. fragile. mind, suspicion, couldn't calm. 'no' curdle. wasn't phantom, himself, wasn't enough, enough, rules. again. wasn't she'd no. a transgression. evening, a hadn't long, returned. wasn't over. check. study. again, a one, intellectual, a need. a burglar, a loneliness.
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"Your 'no' you've me. I've paint, read, head. I can't. I I've a life, echo. I've hands. be? I'm life. I'm a brick. secret. isn't a mind. I eyes. Please." it. unsettling. her. a virtue, a a truth. sanity. study, city's a constellation window. passed. two. up. he'd hand. 'no' final.
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G& t0 X* e# G8 RA Amanda. words. image. open. explicit. intimacy. A her, a bedroom, door. soft, golden, bed. nightgown, night. unbuttoned, shoulders. hand, breasts, V pale, them, between. hips. mirror, couldn't doing, hair. artful, sensual, utterly, her. a secret. a gift. a betrayal. stared, apart. rage. She'd it. beautiful, a stranger. him. a veins. He'd along. betrayal, a chest. wife. bedroom. nightgown. life, he'd save, violated. he'd himself. then, hurt, hot, shameful, ignore. a powerful, arousal. wife's secret. breathtaking. wife, hearth, a a passion. composition, look, it. him." F* n8 k( C, |5 |1 `7 z
2 L8 J1 ^8 ~! C8 m5 c' zA jealousy, fury, whole. He'd her, had. him. destroyed. a time, eyes. Finally, moved. didn't account. "Save As." a folder, a destruction. study. silent. bed. bedroom, sleep, photograph. a hands, once. all. wasn't a anymore, change. a sweeter. wasn't conversations known.4 A. H' z7 S0 i2 u1 z1 _, t9 Q
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"What quiet?" room. face, screen, didn't move. hard.
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& \- u6 J: N& Z) P* E8 O6 p; a"It weight. presence, a... possession. a force. a apart."
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5 F+ M% u" J+ S1 l8 U- |Weight. Possession. control. a mouth. wasn't wife. a composure, a bed. a a void. void. weren't acts, surrender. force, want. a hunger. reverent./ h, D4 L( ?) v; W# `
9 n) I- ?1 H8 }& A* s"I matters," Sebastian. "Not time, world. Just... this." her. photos. back, throat, skin.4 {: P8 R3 N6 t L
0 j5 x9 f# W2 x) T) K0 {5 E- g8 V* M: H+ r"The skin," back.
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' N, Q" @3 a4 l z! c# |1 j5 }"The a sentence. I hands."
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! R0 x, }7 E( d; _"You hold. You're a who's divinity." ago. He'd a furniture. a fire. home, open. he'd constant, screen. a a gut. left. life, a transaction, a war. on. wasn't tender, Sebastian's lips. hips, later. A rage. behind, hair, arch. stomach, thrust. Weight. Possession. a brutal, fact.7 B& g u# n* J) K7 b2 Q/ x* P
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"You're mine." a lover's a ear. responding. gone. A low, her. body, passive, his. sheets. him, away. logic, confession. fury, affair, craved. stoking. control, wanted, a a collision. a grunt, a storm. her, them. falling. Sebastian's words, screen, her, alive. dark, her.
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a he'd weeks, wasn't anymore. proof. a wouldn't at. photos, conversations mind. a lawyer? nothing. a ghost, a sentences. it. A fantasy, they'd say. A fiction. victim. couldn't ignore. Undeniable, proof. didn't him. endgame. he'd company. that, himself. perfect. A masks. A direct. alibi. a evening. a sigh, a laptop.
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"Goddamn it." book. "What?"$ o% X1 D2 P% K8 I/ D& Q( z( [
* o5 d s# H0 s5 t6 X"The deal. numbers. thing's crater. it." face. "Five days, least." disappointment. none, a polite, acknowledgment.
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+ N8 D7 ` M4 m6 i8 U; q"That's a shame. leave?"
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2 \/ o& i6 O6 R$ Y0 P, a( H"Halloween morning. I'll gallery's party. I'm sorry." frustrated, husband. S* z# q6 f ?- H" r9 k
# N, t2 a' S0 a& _9 s, v1 CA eyes. "It's fine, Michael. work." verdict. a vacuum, knew, a certainty, it.
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Then, bait.
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5 U0 L; M9 b8 [1 b7 f* S5 ULater, study, again.
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"I'm a ghost," typed. "I you. I come." hesitant. "I too. it's impossible. It's dangerous."
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"Nothing's impossible," countered.
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# |3 ~3 O+ A( R6 D ["There's a party. Halloween. Grandiose. A ball. us. anyone. night. real." breath. door, sofa, hands. worry, fear, anticipation. a deep, breath. moved.
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"Where names," back. "Where touch."* Z4 z* M9 Q J- I
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Then, reply.
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* w6 r8 h* \% m c3 x2 ^* s% S& G"Okay. Yes." words. Simple. Tentative. consent. weapon. Michael, suitcase, hear. "flight" a cheek. "I'll I land," said, wine. didn't airport. a city. bleach. costume. Death. A face, expressionless, a single, tear. A cloak. dramatic, anonymous, a his. fell, motel's mirror, a figure, a cold, rhythm. it. move. a husband, bait, it. a phantom, all. show. a sweat, whiskey, anonymous. A a teeth. throng, a a a cloak. a costume, a betrayal. bar. a blow. a a back. A eyes, exposed. photos. Sebastian's fantasies, flesh. her, figure. her. air. neck. eyes, mask, a a messages.
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( p* o o. |4 M$ W2 @! r"Sebastian?" music. slow, nod. didn't voice. wouldn't him. waist, hip. a possessive, dare. A her, back. too, ear. a pure, approval. turned, her, bar. a word. a pause. feet, heels, fact. infidelity, him. a corridor, music's pulse, a room. chairs, a bulb. door, a throb. light, dead. mouths. a curtains, air. mask. Michael. a raw, need. cloak, shoulders. A low, throat. Sebastian. control. split. Sebastian, lover, he'd seduced. Michael, husband, a unfaithful. dress. thighs. thighs, apart. a friction.' r( p' i# n7 N
: W1 y) X2 D r6 U4 e+ v/ I+ r$ j"Sebastian," gasped, back. "Please..." a brand. didn't answer. throat, panties. finger, pulled, a rip. a intake. trousers, button. him, cock. slick, forward. thighs, up, curtains. understood, ankles. completely, twilight. entrance, heat. a second, face. shut, parted, trembling. single, deep, her. a pleasure. tight, hot, him. him. Sebastian. a wire, wife, a stranger. a rhythm. finesse. fucking. a marriage. room, grunts./ u- v% S2 r6 B9 ?) k5 m
3 e, _* e% R' a$ c. _% P"God, yes," moaned, thrashing. "Just that. Don't stop. me, Sebastian. me." him. harder, bruises. thrusts, a open, pleasure.9 p9 M1 t. Q5 L, W/ k
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"I'm come," out, strangled. "Oh, god, l'm come." a pulse. arched, stiffened, a violent, orgasm. watched, horrified, her. seen. ruin. a her. moment, one, up. panties.2 ~& [1 ]) }, I
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Amanda's open, vulnerable. there, all. face, sweat, a witnessed. lips, chest, eyes. it. a heartbeat, betrayal. away. movements. didn't again. out, shut, her, a ghost. proof. her. sky, her.. T/ f, D- b5 F* u4 J/ i5 v* \& U
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A ago. a event, colleagues. O'Connell, smile. a petite, side. a crack, a a feeling, head. Liam's profile. wasn't beating, ribs. a a life. a farmer's market, cream. A selfie, laughing. A a concert, shoulders, hair. it. A photo, "Celebrating girl's promotion! 6 you, Chloe, a gift." photo. root. in. Chloe, a distance, a hair... a party, Amanda. didn't break. vaporized, a soundless, void. affair. affair. Jake's Chloe. Amanda's secrecy, distance... wasn't adulteress. a a a who'd her. soul. infidelity. way, him. seed. perfect, understanding confidant. frustrations, he'd caused. beauty, desires, them. alibi, location, mask. room. her, her, her. author, director, lead. wasn't crime. own.
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Or, horrifying: I, soul, overflow? antidote. cure. He'd passion, it. it, do? it. a her. phone. screen. A tap. lawyer, public, a clean, divorce. guilt. home. table. dark, hands. heavy. didn't move. ended, a imagination. destroyed, ground.
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