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* E# y! X  c: O/ x' jagain? it, love, feelings, rage, humiliation, love, wine. didn't me, it. it, too, her. feelings, women, themselves, Cucks, a chair, ways, finish.
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I I I Hollywood. I worked. law, factory. young, a woman, I didn't listen.
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- l+ E# v0 ?0 c+ e5 K; JI (least me) satisfy, team, (and succeeded) horny.

I LA, own. end, a us, her, him. a her.
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* G! W# f+ Z' D% ]I can't I night, a later, clipboard, a party.
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# R2 a0 g8 C3 K: F( t7 k4 }. c* hI before, guests' candy. I a haze, I unreal, wife, wrong. place, I man's out, a lollypop, it, a later, ass, it, to, friends, stupor, a time, gone, deal, I it, again.
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"A needs," claimed. a model. a door. first. said, "Girls, women, men," needed, commercials, modelling. necessary. a said: necessary. & modeling. day. fees. hours. International Agency. a a saying, "you a too." a contest. a a floor. hall.

9 I% \, }4 Z. r"Let's it's about," suggested.

I head. nervous. dusty, a I didn't trust.

1 u7 }  _# D8 L3 u# d/ i, z; }"Why there?" I asked.
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"Because I it's about," said. "I a model."
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: j) a: ]8 p# W"And I've actor," I said, joking. "But doesn't I'll one." a look, tone.

"But we're they're hiring," said, sign. "It I won't experience. They'll me."
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& l1 }1 C5 H0 {; e* H6 I+ T! \I her"I'm up" said, door, stairs.
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( q. t# ~0 `, q2 n5 \+ R. k/ [Still, I outside, a actors. I lobby, this, a joke, laughing. out.

% E, O* J2 x8 ]& |5 H: YI stairs, floor. , I hesitated, sighed, her, a a step.

9 `5 K/ P7 u  YA step, a down, a envisioned, I landing, right, I set.

I her. a smile, halted, I up.
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6 Y4 V3 Y4 ?4 r& C0 N"You didn't up," said. "You outside." look, look, a I'd before, here, a I wasn't I liked.

"This isn't you," I climb, I army. shrugged. "How me?"
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! b8 r. P* N7 r2 U. s4 b6 |: D"Impulsive," I said. "I anything."
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"We talk," said. "You didn't here, I to." gaze, detached, we'd come, street.
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$ y% J1 i! @9 b"Why to?" I asked. "Do a bad?"

Finally, me, hard, determined, understanding.

2 Y' ?- |! ^& M% ^0 [3 @/ t"One work," said, me. "If won't, I to."
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Work? a weeks. seriously. a I out. I hadn't idea't a yet.

"All we're now," I said, a Louise's fury. "We it's about." a a floor, sign, wanted. door, a Playboy, a a nude. office, said, "knock in." a a doors. walls, I army. chairs, frames. hung. corners, days, weeks.
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"Can I you?" asked. chairs, us. her, I, pictures, a hair, long. fingernails. Fredericks, a naked, cleavage. Later, stood, I blouse, navigate, her. perfume. me, speak, it, a whisper: "I'm job. downstairs." woman's a I a a American, exploit. smiling, woman, a papers, a desk. a names, ages, address, height, weight, do.
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"I'm a job," I said, woman. me, Louise, broadened.
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"You be," said. "We women. all," added, me, "where men?"

I bac, I down, run. seats, a a school. innocent.
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, t9 ]8 z1 I  V# e$ C, _" I( z2 @I same, address, a number, I blank. before?

0 b" P+ r1 U4 _3 D3 sI wrote, "No." acted? I replied, "No," rest, desk. me, form, well.

% W$ I: N& s5 q1 n) Z"Just a moment," us. "Someone shortly." sat. space. I desk, lashes, liked. telephone, bottom, briefly. waited. a drone, loud, constant, a headache.

( J; o. t* w1 B% T+ IA later, a I a out, a confused, sat. desk, us, hall, floors, stairs, below, gone.

"You now," said, smile, I didn't, her. door, a me, dragged, step, lead. I desk, me.
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& A. a2 ~1 w4 f2 E; z% j"Not you, her," said, forearm, eyes.
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"But we're together," said, office.
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"Yes, a time," said. "Just in. me, I promise."

I wasn't was, her.
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"If want," me, "I room. you."
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& ^8 p) u/ J( c4 ^$ V0 N+ WI nodded, us. office, a shoot, lights, a screen, a a doctor's gear. I time.

3 J+ w& T5 ~2 JI office, interviewed. table.
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* t( c+ G% L9 Y  E) e* @5 w"Over there," said. "And strip."

"What?" I said, her, away, rattled, laughed.
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"I clothes," said, glistening, refreshed, more, amused, curious, I command. "Well? for?" I jacket, off, I east.

"Now pants," said. "And yes, socks. I you're packing."
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  K" F4 B* T( k, H$ W& k( g6 m9 _"Gun?"
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5 T$ d2 I. l' h"Don't cute, I'm about."
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I hadn't, on, I naked, air, tiles. I shivered. laughed, me, me, "not bad. It's a gun, it's a either. I you'll fine."

( L4 P5 q2 Z  i/ ^9 q; a"Fine what?"

"You'll out," said, clothing, too, outside.

/ b# N3 s7 ]' w$ WI accordingly, smile, expectations.

"Maybe you're a all," said, me, me, more.
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! q$ s9 w% O# @& q2 q"What doing?" I asked.

% S8 o0 f( |- }/ u: I"Checking out," said. "We they're camera." foreskin.

2 P. B5 X: a2 G$ V, w6 t6 Y"We a uphold," said, "I magazines, me, examined. "We best." a longer, it. further, eye, again, differently, me, teasingly.

) B" a% K6 R$ l7 ^  r4 \4 t" V8 b"You're this, you?" asked, warmer, tender, a a brother.
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"I don't mean," I said.
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; p1 Y' I) d5 u) Q  D"Yes, do, don't it," said. "You're type. you're way?"
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( H0 n. N/ y. `) J( I! k; I- D"I'm a model."

"Does really?" said, smiling, eyes, sad. "You she's office, doesn't much."

) N. x" y) C, j1 MI her, office, a again.

( P' s6 ?9 ?/ Y5 L! U1 W  ]& J6 }"Are that?" asked.

I down. I naked. I I blushed. I
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) ?& z5 Q3 w9 B6 W4 K6 n"The locked," said. "You'll they're done. Don't are. persuasive. don't back. Okay, honey."
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5 d1 n* V+ K! q# V, I- |I office, empty, office, closed.
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" n  Y9 W6 G; ?- s. p! S# zI it. I instead, out, did, exactly, me, I do.

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Later, Dan, I truth. a blood, faces, boulevard, daily. a distributor, Playboy, backdrop. movers. free. that, prostitutes. came, pros, fewer, up. problem, me, photographers a recruitment.
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"They money," said. "But a while, they've jobs, bread, step."

"Which is?" I asked.

"Hard porno," said. excited, home. gig, a later.
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"This home," said.

+ u4 m: T% j0 k. @# [/ ?4 Q"I don't this," I said.

"Don't a sissy. It's a work."

  W; D+ }# Z2 S: fNo, I her, wasn't back. closed, door, street.
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  s( v9 l! C0 m- X; BLouise, dress, stood, a stance, me, head.
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"I you," said, a shrill. "One work."

"Then a job," I said, agency.

I woman's I knew, Louise's everything, she'd me, a guilty. now, later, appointment, "test" Strip.
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1 P$ J% a# e, x* y8 W1 K"You can't me," said. "I I please." I'd a rat. I her, I to, bed, I options, it.
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"I don't this," I said, reasonable, clearly, I not.

5 S4 ]& R" c) E  }5 d( W"Why not?"

"Because it's wrong." head, a person, a look, a magazine. I her, a beyond, room, a silent, I ignore.

Louise, odd, smile, she'd immunity. room, public, I exposed, wrong. I didn't to, I couldn't her. a her, shoot. where, I back. arrived, a shower, was, a work. do, I repeatedly.
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"It's about," said, measuredly, a up. "They me." passed, home, overnight. Finally, I I didn't anymore.
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! ?; ~8 I- e; X  n"Why?" asked.

"Because it's us," I said.
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"But happy. Don't happy?"
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1 E5 H! P' L4 I  B- E$ o9 h5 t"It's unhappy," I said.

# ?8 ~2 i. j. q5 K+ J. V+ ~"That's problem," said, cold. "It you're me."

"Even up?" me.
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, S* E3 v1 D' p4 m- _"You won't me," said. "You much."
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, q* d% E; h1 d"I don't you're doing."

9 F6 S1 P9 a, e% X( O, r1 s"Stop a sissy," said, me. "You're I can't."
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6 J* H1 W2 z& S  k- X, v5 Z# L"Who I can't?"

"You don't a dick," said. "Maybe boys. you, around."
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# X: [( N  x- K0 y$ uSo, there, me, up.
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"Now you're complaining, I gig," said. right. I were. a wave, room, door. corner, I felt.

0 h  w9 r& U+ d# p+ N. C' q$ C+ u"I'll later," said, a a clothing, bring. a refugee, forever.

Then, out, her, reverberating deck, driveway.
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I air, a air, street. I view. I her, agency, I thought. later, a edges, smudged, a blurry, cab, door. a it, I bag. ruffled, it. well.
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8 O& m$ ]" i( ~9 G6 T6 c2 a& Q"So, you're back," I said, off.

"Yes," said, a disjointed, high, me. me.

, Z- u" _$ E* z! e! s+ L"So, happened?" I asked.
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: W+ G) \/ r/ f2 _$ H8 ?( e"I don't it," said, on, beyond.

( ~1 {7 N7 v% `) p"What don't it?" I said, shout. "I hours..."
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'Please, alone."
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4 K; O5 _' L& [0 _6 z3 |"I know," I said. before. a little.

3 n7 K' l, r, E/ B0 X: m2 o8 t1 n"You won't it," said.

I didn't, knew, details, I earlier.
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"Tell me," I said. turned, defeat, mine, a corner, there. else, a ago. Boulevard, "the strip," show, of, lobby, smiles, elevator. a upstairs, booze, a gear. a snarl, late, clothing, lights, naked, them. transpire, turn, her, machine.

Finally, direction, her.
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"No, that's right," said, she'd I Denver, owned. "Strip, baby. We'll naked." worse, a striptease, hungrily. do, on, stocking, more.
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"That's it," said, bed. "Now a it." a smile.

( W( p) e0 \4 V7 E"No, no, I seductive, baby," said. "You ain't a that. We're sex, baby, cookies." complied, either, seductive, photographer, her. next, deeply, a rug, bowed.
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I more, I know, a man's dick, her, back, stop, bull, another, mouth, pussy, a ass. me. rage. I a time, then, I asked, "What now?"
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! T, `4 d3 @9 @( |2 v"They session," said, me.
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"You're going," I said, flatly, angry.
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! _; Z$ p6 K5 a"I'm it," said, low, trembling, I her, I did, I rage.
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"I going."

! f% N3 X8 U, F& q9 F+ c/ }. M"It's decision, good," said.

Louise's tone, I'd matters, final, determined. apocalypse, that's do. her, went, I waited, a cuck. a later, I her, off.
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* @6 X$ F4 p' O0 |8 j( j' d"Not tonight, honey," said. "I'm sore."