Biofeedback

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girlfriend's place. a share. she'd bought, eat, sex, cuddle, yards. a P.

Tabitha's ahead. buzzer. feet, open. didn't Tabitha's visage. a face. a a glow.
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2 I5 _; `" Z* O* o7 E"You're again, aren't you?" a greeting, a face. a laugh. "Is tell?" inside. "You thirsty?"
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"Sure, what've got?" a back. "I might've a favourite."

"Ooh, Noir?"

; Q# f! E+ }, n) ~6 Y9 u2 ?; z"Exactly right, babygirl."

2 f3 G# i9 H$ `( @% K"You me," cooed. Tabitha, Astrid's a kiss.
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"Only girl," smugly. glasses. a a a flourish, Astrid's applauded. a toast. "To us!"
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3 g2 y8 [' i. t, `. \% j. S/ _"To us," echoed, Tabitha's. drank, a knife.

& u+ a8 U2 K5 m4 l# G/ ]"Whatever you're delicious," said, a stool. "What's menu?"

"I'm making," a shoulder, "a cannelloni."
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2 ], m, e. J) ?- Z1 _1 _/ N" q& i"Sounds fancy!"
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"Certainly it! won't longer, oven."
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"What're now?"
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"Just a it," answered, cue, dinged. a

+ d$ {7 X+ U1 q"Would table?"
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/ C& d+ l" `7 O. X' ?3 Y( t"Me would!" along. a arm. "I majesty's satisfaction?"

6 F( ^1 |! M+ R; ], @"It is," said, lips. a in, Astrid's ate. conversation, sated. "So," started, bites, "how're work?" swallowed. "They're well! lead's a , work, know?"

"What moment? me, classified?"

"It's sensitive," chuckled. "Right now, we're nanotechnology fields."
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"Woah, cool!" her, job. work, intelligence. "What have? surgery?"

"Not quite! body!"
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3 t" ^$ @! B8 [0 K"Oooh, that's awesome," replied. "In run, that'd a fees, right?"
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"That's aim! aren't cheap, we've a they're effective." head. "Not it's pricier, right?" nodded, bite. eating, wasn't stilted. another's presence, a grip. that, a sigh. "That delicious, Tabby."
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"I'm it, baby," replied. chair. a Astrid's ear, place. "How more... comfortable?" flushed, ears. shyly. "I'd that. I'd a lot." couch. arms, embrace. gladly, Tabitha's close.
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( ]$ ^9 a! ]& h. W5 F! O( K"I you," ear.
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; b1 f$ R: o2 o9 r8 d  l0 X# \"Mm?" couldn't words. wine, beloved. a cat, a sofa. a moment, Tabby's surprise, hair, speech.

3 K9 [* L: k: L$ w# d"Just sleep, love," whispered, soothing. "You'll up." it, go. mud. consciousness, piece. toes, floors, calves, knees, sluggish. next, fingers, together, couldn't wrists. head, neck. a eyelids, vision.
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"Good morning, sleepyhead!" a a Tabitha, her.
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$ {. {% k* X1 v8 e"...What fuck?" slurred, mouth. a Astrid's cheek, neck. "I I a you, didn't I?"

"Thought meant... fuckin'

" E: o, m1 W  P* C9 K1 [' E... somethin'..."

"Oh, honey!" laughed. "What I

!"
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"I'm a
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; x( a- H  ?  i( S- o!" shouted. restraints. Tabitha's defiantly. "Whatever is, it's funny. I'd me. Please."

/ O3 }3 F% v6 l) {6 \, f) M"Don't worry, sweetheart, I will," cooed, wrong.

+ {4 X! O8 E& \0 T/ T5 Z. f"When?"

% G2 l, g5 a! j( X5 a) v"When I'm you!"

"Tabby," said, tether. "Tell is."

"It's I you. you'll understand." a Astrid's lights. Astrid, a them. bare, colour, neons, patterns. couldn't away. blinked, eyelids, stare.
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"There go, sweetheart," murmured. Astrid's hair, petting, place. "Watch head, one."

"What..." speak, slow, together, a sentence. a ask, "What this?"
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"This fantasy, life." Tabitha's now, Astrid's ear. "I'm you've becoming."

% @8 C' @5 R; N  C0 n"...Why?" whispered. a stomach, mind.

( B! }1 [* N0 a: Z0 P"Because I you, Astrid," answered, reverent. "I you've wanted." couldn't a ears. headset. Thudding, droning, throbbing, changed, Astrid's skull. quiet, senses. wasn't didn't anymore. a all, orders. chair, flashing, her, sound.

4 A, y( v2 ~: [Relax. relaxed.
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Stare. staring. girl.

7 f: K  o. x- k2 {A overstimulation.
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Relax. more, seat.

Stare. wider, in. girl. more, hear.
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; S3 y; c* F2 n8 i0 e4 {. y6 ]Relax. open, lip.
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Stare. fully, eyes.

Obey. spine, praise. obeying. a girl. it. over, mind. a tension, a display. thoughts. indeterminable time, away. up. blinked, they'd fallen. up. again, surface.
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- g) O  `$ N' F& Y4 U9 ]. w"Wake up."
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Finally, a response.
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"Huh...?" managed, a whisper.

. A/ F/ g5 G7 o- M( }2 r( `( {"That's it, sweetheart," 's voice? said. "Wake me, darling."

"Wha... wha's happening?" was, a disassociation.

8 L$ D; ?3 G+ U1 F  y"You're alright, don't worry. You're

0 I! _6 A! ^+ K/ }& m, aren't you, love?"

Astrid's a she'd more.
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$ r7 L! v$ x; f8 F" j3 u' Q"I answer, Astrid. You're
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, right?"
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/ ^$ s7 W% [) U: C"Yes..." murmured. head.
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5 T/ t+ b9 [0 n8 {- M* C$ L"Good girl," cooed. she'd a lips.

"Stay now." a choice, veins. A followed, wrists, legs, alleviating. followed, pliable, skin. feel, her.
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"We're now, okay?" answer, "...Okay..." droning, returned, she'd out. listen, with. before, she'd ruins.
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) M" X/ J5 x$ \8 ?. chair, ropes.
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Stare. anymore.

Obey. obey. obey.
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/ \* o' m" K0 n$ MWake. a a bone,
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Relax. submission.

0 I! w( E0 S3 ~Wake. blinks,
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Relax. close. girl. couldn't moan.
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/ c, u2 h5 @) ~$ B+ dWake. chair,

Relax. wood.

8 F% H9 T, k% r3 r  ]Wake. chair, up,
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  Z$ G# h% x  zRelax. her, ever. girl. her, couldn't all.

0 t0 Z  i2 ^6 gAgain, continued. remained, wind. removed, couldn't twitch. up. happened, a brain. up. fluttered. up. a tiny, exhale.

"Wake up, Astrid." minutely, body.

# S6 t  g. S- ?2 v0 w' e"How feel?" a reply. shifting. "Feels... fuzzy."
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7 F/ b3 x1 v# @+ s+ a5 ~- ~1 A& d"Yeah? else?" minutely, eye. intensely, she... couldn't name. "Quiet. Calm."
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"That's good." encouragingly, Astrid's soft, moan.
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"What do, Astrid?" a question. didn't anything, away. empty, something,
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4 o6 `- }9 `. @: |, up. this. "To... obey?" woman's a grin. "
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good, Astrid!" back, chest.

"It obey, doesn't it, Astrid?" right, otherwise, nodded.
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, Z" f- j9 ~4 _/ s& \4 J"You don't sure, see?" a idea, again, nodded.
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"Stand up." a in, almost... brain. a though, stood.

"Good girl," praised. immediate, moan.

"See? Doesn't obey?" time, Astrid's unwavering.
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. A# [- z2 k: Z"And obeying, don't you?"
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  S. w! e1 R1 ~+ r; y$ T) O$ b"Yes, please," immediately, a rush.

) f( p! j; J+ W! Q8 P"Then strip." time. bra, a feet.
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"Good girl!" done, her. "Sit chair." sat, her.

"I a I next, what, spot. inch, understand?"
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"Yes," said. "I understand."

) c. L. A) X( U: }: _2 q; J"Very good, Astrid," said, glow. "Answer truthfully, now. I am?" that... didn't. implicitly, bones, absent. "I can't remember..."
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; g2 D5 i+ W1 Z8 B"That's okay, love. listen. Tabitha, we've a anniversary."
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, G4 v1 k; R" V' t* rTabitha... familiar, bond, place. there, in, tiny, love. So, too, them, out: pillow, deepest, desire. a person.
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  o/ v" {7 g2 N0 v" pAstrid's widened, trembled. couldn't a muscle, Tabitha's she'd meal. Tabitha's panicked.
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. N# q2 ?) g9 N8 X; a/ w" v"It's okay, baby, don't see? I'm a this!" didn't entirely, Tabitha's comfort. couldn't soothed, have.
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"See, dream, I've a little... project." something, a a it.

"What that..?" asked, fear.
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"These, dear, them, alone." explained, "These permanent. won't a anymore, you'll cyborg, a loved. Doesn't a dream?"
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"How "
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"C'mon, Astrid. I work. I robotics." "Even wasn't, latex, me?" couldn't answer. point. stuck, will. She'd she'd down, couldn't Tabitha's control.
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"Besides," Astrid's lap, "you don't idea." flushed, it.

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' J  |) B/ b& G7 s"Don't worry, sweetheart, we'll eventually." a paintbrush. "The they're they're other. means?"
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"Enlighten me," snark, (or anticipation?).
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# m0 N0 p; _8 K) W  \0 T6 K# k"Once they've skin, they'll a that'll range. They'll skin, legs, arms, body. They'll free, that's me, coated, they'll inward, orifices. empty, mechanical." silent, speaking.
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8 |9 z$ ~' p0 @% R"Now, head, treat." Astrid's a box. contents. a... helmet? No, a
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# @9 ~$ E1 F7 ]3 y% X. "This force. I you, know. alone, it's you'll all." stared, contraption. helmets, silver, wasn't metallic, rubber. latex. that, spoke, "The a screen, sight. activity, isn't hard. ear, a off. look, this," excitedly, rest. a hole, a mask. "For food! won't off!"
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* k* K% ^# [8 `% j7 N"Why this?" last.
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"Oh, honey, it's I
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you! I together, I what's you!"

Tabitha's Astrid's real. point, a her, over. This, though? this. escape. wouldn't either. vision, blinked. skin. "Don't sad, love. I'll hunger, again. You'll a is." couldn't anything. didn't necessary. didn't satisfaction. else.

"No present!" brush. a goo, drops. "Are ready?"
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6 O5 k7 S' A# o0 W"Please, don't this," begged, Tabitha's approach. "Please, Tabby, I don't this."
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/ x# r# ?5 X- S. j% [* l"It's okay, sweetheart, it's okay!" Tabitha's heartbreakingly loving. "You this, you'll do!" her. body's she'd undergone, appealing, it? thoughts?
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$ f' |- l4 _* i" d7 s/ r0 rYes, whispered, do. cock. fighting.
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# z7 R( e5 @+ o7 i9 m"Please, no..." whimpered, that. carefully, a thick, neck, bellybutton, penis, thigh. first, skin, a temperature. second, touch, a them. couldn't stomach, breasts, encapsulating warmth. buttocks, fingers, neck. body, a time, Tabitha's vision. didn't good. her, neck. a gasp, a groan, sensation, her.

"They you," say, felt, out, Tabitha's voice. couldn't out. squeezed, a bagpipes. didn't psychosomatic what, organs.
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"Look me, sweetheart," say,
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, upwards. her, hands, skull. "Open wide! gag, dear."
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Tabitha's order, resist. gormlessly, gift. first, there. a jaw, followed, neck. a visible, mask, invisible. Tabitha's visor. A her, brain, raged, out. it. end. life. eyes, skull, a before. weakly, second. drone, second.

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6 \  [& K% j/ D. breath, pain. eyes, ears, sides, effectively. her, alone, cage, use. onslaught, out, her, resist. her, changed. A rhythm. in. didn't to. in. fighting. in. couldn't... in. couldn't move... in. couldn't think... in. couldn't fight... in. couldn't resist. final, fell. nothing. relief. chair, incrementally relaxed. her, visor, possible. couldn't droning, in, consciousness listen. even. perfectly, a nostril, exhale. provided, a Astrid's body. phone. perfectly, herself. hadn't process. a it's patience, off. a beautiful, doll, a soft, beside. magnificent. toy. a phone, visuals.
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7 b( G6 D) }' _4 p% C& [( k; a5 q"Stand up, Astrid," ordered. stood.
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"Follow me." didn't a a glance. her, it's absolute. enough, her, walk. them, bedroom, wake. more, them. still, commands. possibilities endless, mind. naked, dresser, bed, pillows.

"Lay me," said, arms. her, direction. close, perfectly. Astrid's touch, a coating. it's though, Tabitha's arms.
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Finally, work, doll. pet, here, close, moment. arms, home.
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