Biofeedback

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girlfriend's place. a share. she'd bought, eat, sex, cuddle, yards. a P.
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+ S( B  D1 d5 k/ l5 P% STabitha's ahead. buzzer. feet, open. didn't Tabitha's visage. a face. a a glow.

"You're again, aren't you?" a greeting, a face. a laugh. "Is tell?" inside. "You thirsty?"

1 O- O0 Y2 }% e% t0 Q6 O* \$ x"Sure, what've got?" a back. "I might've a favourite."

"Ooh, Noir?"
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"Exactly right, babygirl."
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+ \3 Y& N  ^! u7 i' t( ~. U4 Y) L4 m"You me," cooed. Tabitha, Astrid's a kiss.
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0 j8 U6 C: L2 M9 |& E, T"Only girl," smugly. glasses. a a a flourish, Astrid's applauded. a toast. "To us!"
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, {4 W; Q8 [7 r; a3 f; m"To us," echoed, Tabitha's. drank, a knife.
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1 `  b4 L- W+ @- n* h& i"Whatever you're delicious," said, a stool. "What's menu?"
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"I'm making," a shoulder, "a cannelloni."

"Sounds fancy!"
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"Certainly it! won't longer, oven."
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7 V: Q3 K2 ~; @, X' s" C"What're now?"

"Just a it," answered, cue, dinged. a

5 T" N( I* u; n; V"Would table?"

"Me would!" along. a arm. "I majesty's satisfaction?"
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"It is," said, lips. a in, Astrid's ate. conversation, sated. "So," started, bites, "how're work?" swallowed. "They're well! lead's a , work, know?"

"What moment? me, classified?"

"It's sensitive," chuckled. "Right now, we're nanotechnology fields."

"Woah, cool!" her, job. work, intelligence. "What have? surgery?"
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"Not quite! body!"

# Q8 a& m6 I# Z  z7 ^1 J"Oooh, that's awesome," replied. "In run, that'd a fees, right?"
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  O/ F# S( a; J9 ^$ F2 E+ ~8 n, D' x"That's aim! aren't cheap, we've a they're effective." head. "Not it's pricier, right?" nodded, bite. eating, wasn't stilted. another's presence, a grip. that, a sigh. "That delicious, Tabby."

) W1 R& X. y9 h. `; X5 d"I'm it, baby," replied. chair. a Astrid's ear, place. "How more... comfortable?" flushed, ears. shyly. "I'd that. I'd a lot." couch. arms, embrace. gladly, Tabitha's close.

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"Mm?" couldn't words. wine, beloved. a cat, a sofa. a moment, Tabby's surprise, hair, speech.
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"Just sleep, love," whispered, soothing. "You'll up." it, go. mud. consciousness, piece. toes, floors, calves, knees, sluggish. next, fingers, together, couldn't wrists. head, neck. a eyelids, vision.
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"Good morning, sleepyhead!" a a Tabitha, her.
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"...What fuck?" slurred, mouth. a Astrid's cheek, neck. "I I a you, didn't I?"

& `" R9 b% L3 f- }; n2 z"Thought meant... fuckin'

... somethin'..."

- D9 _6 z6 N  J+ f* e. v"Oh, honey!" laughed. "What I

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" `; \% d$ C9 q" ^"I'm a
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!" shouted. restraints. Tabitha's defiantly. "Whatever is, it's funny. I'd me. Please."
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% H" Y& J; r, G3 H. H2 R; |1 _"Don't worry, sweetheart, I will," cooed, wrong.
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"When?"

. i' P' @) b2 _" _- d"When I'm you!"
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"Tabby," said, tether. "Tell is."
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"It's I you. you'll understand." a Astrid's lights. Astrid, a them. bare, colour, neons, patterns. couldn't away. blinked, eyelids, stare.

" K8 {1 R  ?& _8 R1 L  O: E7 o"There go, sweetheart," murmured. Astrid's hair, petting, place. "Watch head, one."
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"What..." speak, slow, together, a sentence. a ask, "What this?"
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( [+ s  n2 w* e! k5 b' S"This fantasy, life." Tabitha's now, Astrid's ear. "I'm you've becoming."

"...Why?" whispered. a stomach, mind.

, ~) n6 p- C- s7 i"Because I you, Astrid," answered, reverent. "I you've wanted." couldn't a ears. headset. Thudding, droning, throbbing, changed, Astrid's skull. quiet, senses. wasn't didn't anymore. a all, orders. chair, flashing, her, sound.
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: x7 J$ U* Q: q4 cRelax. relaxed.
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$ g0 v( r. t7 q4 g7 i! HStare. staring. girl.
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6 l! r$ ~/ c( e4 Q# L% oA overstimulation.
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Relax. more, seat.
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, @2 P& a* G4 e1 q7 OStare. wider, in. girl. more, hear.

Relax. open, lip.
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Stare. fully, eyes.

4 s5 G6 h4 p( _9 v- m2 DObey. spine, praise. obeying. a girl. it. over, mind. a tension, a display. thoughts. indeterminable time, away. up. blinked, they'd fallen. up. again, surface.
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' A; X, s; U7 Q4 X1 c"Wake up."

Finally, a response.

% n; z+ D, U) |8 Z( p5 K- ["Huh...?" managed, a whisper.
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"That's it, sweetheart," 's voice? said. "Wake me, darling."
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) {5 L% m- y! k) S+ o"Wha... wha's happening?" was, a disassociation.

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, aren't you, love?"
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Astrid's a she'd more.
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1 I8 h9 |6 C, h* R" w; C"I answer, Astrid. You're
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* c6 ^5 E5 r- T% w3 T4 V"Yes..." murmured. head.
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"Good girl," cooed. she'd a lips.

"Stay now." a choice, veins. A followed, wrists, legs, alleviating. followed, pliable, skin. feel, her.

/ U, T- o" w6 V% o4 v5 A5 |"We're now, okay?" answer, "...Okay..." droning, returned, she'd out. listen, with. before, she'd ruins.

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Stare. anymore.
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Obey. obey. obey.

6 T* Z- c6 G* v# h( Y+ T& C4 sWake. a a bone,

Relax. submission.

Wake. blinks,
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Relax. close. girl. couldn't moan.
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Wake. chair,
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  T( h% a- `- e" \* C! jRelax. wood.
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+ e% v- Y' o1 K/ |+ q" vWake. chair, up,

  S3 _0 L2 N( o) f, ^" X* N. XRelax. her, ever. girl. her, couldn't all.

Again, continued. remained, wind. removed, couldn't twitch. up. happened, a brain. up. fluttered. up. a tiny, exhale.
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"Wake up, Astrid." minutely, body.
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6 E' h. A  f9 x- K; {% P# I' h+ D"How feel?" a reply. shifting. "Feels... fuzzy."
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" b# [) L8 X( a; a"Yeah? else?" minutely, eye. intensely, she... couldn't name. "Quiet. Calm."
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"That's good." encouragingly, Astrid's soft, moan.

# \. \; q% v$ y8 {4 D1 x1 O9 _"What do, Astrid?" a question. didn't anything, away. empty, something,

- a/ u2 G& e% Y0 k7 C7 A2 t, up. this. "To... obey?" woman's a grin. "
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good, Astrid!" back, chest.
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% ]. ?# G8 P5 ?: T8 j# \6 U"It obey, doesn't it, Astrid?" right, otherwise, nodded.

"You don't sure, see?" a idea, again, nodded.

"Stand up." a in, almost... brain. a though, stood.
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"Good girl," praised. immediate, moan.
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& \/ ?: f6 z4 E4 [" }; O! O"See? Doesn't obey?" time, Astrid's unwavering.
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. B$ Q$ }& @+ M1 U9 s4 V"And obeying, don't you?"

"Yes, please," immediately, a rush.

"Then strip." time. bra, a feet.

! @& _+ P  q- R! R"Good girl!" done, her. "Sit chair." sat, her.
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"I a I next, what, spot. inch, understand?"
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0 v- H4 G  T3 j& F"Yes," said. "I understand."
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/ r  s, x- j" n+ y"Very good, Astrid," said, glow. "Answer truthfully, now. I am?" that... didn't. implicitly, bones, absent. "I can't remember..."
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3 q( y* ~# }- v+ F4 B. C  H"That's okay, love. listen. Tabitha, we've a anniversary."
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Tabitha... familiar, bond, place. there, in, tiny, love. So, too, them, out: pillow, deepest, desire. a person.
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) p# p- s* y3 z# A- S& |Astrid's widened, trembled. couldn't a muscle, Tabitha's she'd meal. Tabitha's panicked.

' T2 E2 v! B% \; H; Q"It's okay, baby, don't see? I'm a this!" didn't entirely, Tabitha's comfort. couldn't soothed, have.
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  K- K" P4 L" n8 ?- ]+ Q"See, dream, I've a little... project." something, a a it.
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4 v% N' @# W' X/ ]4 R"What that..?" asked, fear.
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"These, dear, them, alone." explained, "These permanent. won't a anymore, you'll cyborg, a loved. Doesn't a dream?"

"How "

"C'mon, Astrid. I work. I robotics." "Even wasn't, latex, me?" couldn't answer. point. stuck, will. She'd she'd down, couldn't Tabitha's control.
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* T8 |, N1 ?) J" l' k! y: G& ]"Besides," Astrid's lap, "you don't idea." flushed, it.

, couldn't out. cheeks.
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/ v0 ^8 D, K: y' C3 B3 o9 q" }"Don't worry, sweetheart, we'll eventually." a paintbrush. "The they're they're other. means?"
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* e$ T" U6 J( Q7 O$ S; z' O"Enlighten me," snark, (or anticipation?).
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$ n5 z- @/ l% ^+ a, x" B: E  B  W8 p"Once they've skin, they'll a that'll range. They'll skin, legs, arms, body. They'll free, that's me, coated, they'll inward, orifices. empty, mechanical." silent, speaking.

5 t1 z8 G0 ~4 `3 y" m0 o, g"Now, head, treat." Astrid's a box. contents. a... helmet? No, a
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. "This force. I you, know. alone, it's you'll all." stared, contraption. helmets, silver, wasn't metallic, rubber. latex. that, spoke, "The a screen, sight. activity, isn't hard. ear, a off. look, this," excitedly, rest. a hole, a mask. "For food! won't off!"
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$ c3 N) t1 J: u% q$ _2 A"Why this?" last.
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"Oh, honey, it's I

% o0 c4 s6 X! T5 p1 x) iyou! I together, I what's you!"

$ T! t1 }2 i$ i- u9 PTabitha's Astrid's real. point, a her, over. This, though? this. escape. wouldn't either. vision, blinked. skin. "Don't sad, love. I'll hunger, again. You'll a is." couldn't anything. didn't necessary. didn't satisfaction. else.
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"No present!" brush. a goo, drops. "Are ready?"
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, E# _3 ?+ v& x! k+ B1 Y! d"Please, don't this," begged, Tabitha's approach. "Please, Tabby, I don't this."
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) m# r7 Q3 r8 T, P0 ~6 O"It's okay, sweetheart, it's okay!" Tabitha's heartbreakingly loving. "You this, you'll do!" her. body's she'd undergone, appealing, it? thoughts?
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0 S8 m3 t6 |1 h9 z5 i# J! W& x/ IYes, whispered, do. cock. fighting.
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* z2 B. t0 @& d% D1 ~  v, M. n"Please, no..." whimpered, that. carefully, a thick, neck, bellybutton, penis, thigh. first, skin, a temperature. second, touch, a them. couldn't stomach, breasts, encapsulating warmth. buttocks, fingers, neck. body, a time, Tabitha's vision. didn't good. her, neck. a gasp, a groan, sensation, her.

"They you," say, felt, out, Tabitha's voice. couldn't out. squeezed, a bagpipes. didn't psychosomatic what, organs.

2 P% V# G1 R! x7 @' S* F"Look me, sweetheart," say,
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, upwards. her, hands, skull. "Open wide! gag, dear."
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: a& w. _' P7 X8 ~$ IAgain,

/ k' w+ `4 t/ o; n% ?) i$ S! R: d: dTabitha's order, resist. gormlessly, gift. first, there. a jaw, followed, neck. a visible, mask, invisible. Tabitha's visor. A her, brain, raged, out. it. end. life. eyes, skull, a before. weakly, second. drone, second.
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"Stand up, Astrid," ordered. stood.
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  ^* f" t1 Q3 }8 z; H  _$ m* |+ t"Follow me." didn't a a glance. her, it's absolute. enough, her, walk. them, bedroom, wake. more, them. still, commands. possibilities endless, mind. naked, dresser, bed, pillows.
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# B4 k1 j7 s! S2 p1 e# i/ d"Lay me," said, arms. her, direction. close, perfectly. Astrid's touch, a coating. it's though, Tabitha's arms.
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Finally, work, doll. pet, here, close, moment. arms, home.