BeforeTheRedLightCh.02

晨竹

1 e, L3 m2 g! l" Ga more, are. ended. Whipped, Milked. man. universe. it. you! welcome, always.
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I orgasm. I me, vulva, do. walk, vulva, it, courthouse, everyone, intended. I that. I hall, corridors, now, a room, I come.
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8 Q% V' f6 L% i: EI Soares. tugging, breathing. knew. come, me. I still. I I sooner, I frame. I not. A corridor. me, clothing, "whore" by. me, not. matter. I victory. me, it, a too. said, "Thirty seconds." I clock, Four. Three. Two. One. on. chain, C us.

: i& x: g6 T* j6 w% uI nothing. I Soares. darkness, a a bench. I room, it. light, I a one, two, once, light, ceiling, walls. I time. small, I expected, side. a mirror, a uniform. I corridors. I myself, handcuffed, chained. witnesses. were. were. walls, us, working. centre, bench, a I assistance. I voice.
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"Officer, prisoner." deep, unmistakable, away, mirror: Cardoso. a exposure? I a presided, a all. I orders. handcuffs. "You exposure, madam. do, disobedience. understand?" I obeyed, hands. silence, first, ankles, legs. free, hurt. pain, corridor. I myself, hands, him. me. sides. screen, face, eyes, I impassive. me, again: "The four, aloud." four: head, apart.
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"Helena Antunes..." I short: "Position four, now!" four, seven. a a apart. well. hardest. I apart, a side. metre. a half. "Look markers," curtly. floor. open. I balance, I not. place. I floor, I I rehearsed.

9 f5 o& ~2 _8 s* v5 `"Helena Antunes, 17678901, 1978, Bombarda, 51, Lisbon. I property." way, I millimetre. I I seen: buttocks, effort, anus, display, spread, hair, swollen, pulsing. I drone's screen, magnification at. face, a I position. fail. I kilos, I way.

I me. a came. else.

"At victims, Hog, five." Regroso's deep, unmistakable, away, mirror. a a shoebox. it? victim? I me, Tires.
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"You one, please, madam. vagina. disobedience." simplest, standing, back, apart. one. I box. inside, a bottle, a vibrator? was, a vagina. I thicker, not. a 127, use.
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9 O6 _. q( B, h8 N8 J. D  F5 `I box. I it, smooth. house, complain. him.
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"See what's car. I her, running, and... a it, scrap. I a a euros."
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"I sorry, I you." husband's answer. him. I I vagina. in. time, I managed. hurt. fact, husband's penis.

I five, knees, I them. I Soares.

"I tune."
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"The screen, madam. music, a problem." music, I them, a I went. a restored, girls. time. hoarse, a thread, a I broke. uncomfortable talents, I on. hurt, I it. vagina. I muscles, I breasts. banger. out. I floor, auction.

& h; N9 b$ Y+ V  f, h; v5 }- x"Position apart, madam," Soares.
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Stupid, I am. rules, lawyer, Helena. out, I I me, I sang, "...they knob, down..." a flinch.
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5 A0 I6 N! a5 m6 D! H# G0 y, f4 GI singing. now, knees. I harder. I a Tires, Duarte. did, council.
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4 y6 `, L/ c: A: m8 W2 ?I face, too. I "singing", passed. A go. I home, a éclair a latte. mirror, staff. "In a case." me. true. I I mirror, florist. no! I that.

5 B! s+ x% I- y5 C. R"The screen." "crab". a across.

9 @4 G: d' X3 j8 rI position, bench, weight, bridge. ceiling, room, drones. screens, side, exposed, that. body, feet, legs, shake. I a a bench. Then, strain, I appeared. "Maria Antónia Santos, I, Antunes, I drunk." I sentence. name. "Luís Silva, I, Antunes, I drunk." I anyone's car, mine, I pay. I on.

0 R* O9 j6 F; V; V( I. M3 R! n"Luís Silva, I, Antunes, des... I drunk." I them, another, I destroyed. I name. pass. I two, Martins, broken, breaths. "Jorge Manuel..." I hand. "...Mar..." me. "...tins." lips. another, unbidden, back. laughing, hand, don't Mum, I'll drive. flash, paint, a street. him, on, no. him, much. shaking. I timer. passed, come. I position. I bench, way, I voice.
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# n& D* R7 F9 n2 E  f"The must..." went. palm, out, floor. hurt. I bench, side. I failed? Tires. auction. thought. I myself, happen, I laughing, a laugh, background. over.
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"Are right? you." hand, on.
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"Thank you," I said, I feet. "I Tires, aren't I?"

"No, not, ma'am. ended, accident, disobey." asked, "You hurt, you? case, continue." I hurt, I not... I could, I continue.

# b: H( ]" Y' M9 j"The must..." on. now, backtracked. "At victims... must... write... words..." infectious. out. a marker, on, now, recovered, I heard: "...must screen, walk... stage. fall." effect. spoke.

I screen. "drunk", chest. original.

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"Whore" word, vulva, be. I next. Bitch? Slut? off, both. no. "irresponsible", thigh. I word, came. breasts. mirror?

; Z  K. X  l: @0 DI wrote. two, a lie. I irresponsible, I a mother. thigh, hovered. I monitor. I seen.

I mirror, a face, nipple. show.

" r) `$ t7 ~3 z4 u$ B- H" e"Thank much. vagina. Remember, fall... marker... finger." speaking. a mirror. marker, pens. I I ordered, apart, me. step, a little. a game, answer, Helena, told. I in. room, I wet, I a finger. hard. a them, stubborn, a smile. a lie.

9 u) ?8 Z- |) {  M3 L+ H  W( c  X; ENo, a lie. a sentence. ordered. "the panel", have. purpose, possibilities.

I a apart, I for. you, Helena, don't a whore, a whore, a whore's. a whore. Don't it, Helena. come. I faster, I I it, fell.
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$ X, G. i* P% ?& b, Q( V: i" u"The four." I came, I once. I a apart. I worry, marker. I come? purpose? I feeling, lips, clitoris. A I more.

I apart, dripping. a position, pass. be? A position, pornographic? vagina? limit. not. I thoughts. mattered: eleven, then, order.
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"The us, words, accident." always, Antunes, Antunes... formula, changed, end. simple: neck, floor, a staircase. Pornographic, yes, minutes. a I committed, Regroso, impossible. station, a drinks. physical. them, I legs. other, I down. a challenge, body.

7 ]8 p4 g1 _( zI three. A bench, bent, a a stocking. bared. truth, I give.
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"The a day..." I it, certain, I it, a everything. "...my a judge..." Mateus, knew, a Tires. I say, it. I a lawyer, a lawyer, I speak, say, it.
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"I early, a men, butter, I work, I it. that, I jeweller's a João I engraved, a Omega." I true, verified. "I model, João it."
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2 i3 k: V8 R7 K4 ^: I"What case?" him. I away. I truth. I said, I away.
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"I I tiresome, know, details, insignificant ones, matter, I three, floor." I wider. watches, language. cunt. I images, swollen. Yes, I wet, dirty, urine. sweat. I been, I was. I it. I I position.

"You I mean. ordered!" irritated.
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"You describe, words, everything? I apologise, I a clarification. I facts."
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"Perhaps insolence," answered, severe.
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I I further. I appeal, I system. I a a neck.
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9 W3 R2 J: |  I) Z. k"Well, husband, I dinner, friends, O Cacoila, a Oeiras. eleven. I midnight, I a tipsy." I myself: "I drunk."

"After I say." a lie. I accident. "I itself. I happened. I alarms, rubber, firemen. I car." true. I finished: "I day, I courthouse." a truth. a lie.
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2 H6 N0 ~7 h2 Z# Z/ {5 |/ W"You accident. A mattered, pancakes, watch, jeweller. now, nothing. me, Helena." I about. I road, IC19, wanted, a prove, auction. me? years? No, it. Judges, slaves. a system.
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& t. c  o$ U( ~7 x! I0 Y" ^I hesitated. No, I proceed. something? No, knew. know, I myself. still. Mateus, me, a a mouse, I mouse. wet. a opponent. prove, a stranger. me. that?
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I timer. left, on. a move. I play.
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"As I saying, husband, I dinner. a evening. left, I lights." true. I lights, I ones. I road, I sure.
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$ |' c; l* Q( O( a. j* N5 d"The stalled, Helena. words. I car. stalled, driving. wheel, not?"
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0 V5 p" s7 C! J+ C! N0 rStupid. me. I rope.

) N3 y- s% ~. }  V* R6 U; Y+ v0 R# _"Saying a I..." black. I waited. I lied, really. I asked. knew. time, I step. like?

"Come me, please, madam..."
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! ^- E  a5 F. j: T"I right, I cannot, I a..." I beg.

3 ]" m9 w- n. U4 `& |/ H# ~  F"Your successfully, madam." I Soares's a I before.

"Is over? I home?" I him. off. I light. freedom. "Is over?" I again.
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"Yes, over. Officially. to... office. a attention, it."

' @1 b7 X0 ?/ F. A. \I mirror, I like. ink, naked, sweating, aching. "Will I again?"

"If wish, ma'am, a now. lift." a I courthouse. I back. me, I here. I senses, Soares, time.
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"Let then. lifts, you?"

"No, ma'am. conduct." Unfortunately, me. I help. park. I a "let home." I house, a me. I a man, I that, I a me.

"Roses, João?" I said, ice.
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"They me," said, embarrassed.
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$ I5 g% N6 ]( x9 l+ e7 w1 m) C"They you... left, ma'am." Maria, years. left.
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7 l/ U8 F* _4 T+ C4 K, dI bouquet. a card. from? Why? paper, expensive, elegant. name, a ink. "Tomorrow, Ritz, o'clock."
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