BeforeTheRedLightCh.02

晨竹

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0 E) X3 R4 P0 J0 [3 |: cI orgasm. I me, vulva, do. walk, vulva, it, courthouse, everyone, intended. I that. I hall, corridors, now, a room, I come.

I Soares. tugging, breathing. knew. come, me. I still. I I sooner, I frame. I not. A corridor. me, clothing, "whore" by. me, not. matter. I victory. me, it, a too. said, "Thirty seconds." I clock, Four. Three. Two. One. on. chain, C us.
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" ~" w4 y# `/ P, a2 c! jI nothing. I Soares. darkness, a a bench. I room, it. light, I a one, two, once, light, ceiling, walls. I time. small, I expected, side. a mirror, a uniform. I corridors. I myself, handcuffed, chained. witnesses. were. were. walls, us, working. centre, bench, a I assistance. I voice.

7 F0 A9 [6 {- R6 o"Officer, prisoner." deep, unmistakable, away, mirror: Cardoso. a exposure? I a presided, a all. I orders. handcuffs. "You exposure, madam. do, disobedience. understand?" I obeyed, hands. silence, first, ankles, legs. free, hurt. pain, corridor. I myself, hands, him. me. sides. screen, face, eyes, I impassive. me, again: "The four, aloud." four: head, apart.

"Helena Antunes..." I short: "Position four, now!" four, seven. a a apart. well. hardest. I apart, a side. metre. a half. "Look markers," curtly. floor. open. I balance, I not. place. I floor, I I rehearsed.

" Z- e# t" B( m  P( j4 q"Helena Antunes, 17678901, 1978, Bombarda, 51, Lisbon. I property." way, I millimetre. I I seen: buttocks, effort, anus, display, spread, hair, swollen, pulsing. I drone's screen, magnification at. face, a I position. fail. I kilos, I way.

I me. a came. else.

"At victims, Hog, five." Regroso's deep, unmistakable, away, mirror. a a shoebox. it? victim? I me, Tires.
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1 s  d+ c1 D# s9 _- ~8 J5 e: C"You one, please, madam. vagina. disobedience." simplest, standing, back, apart. one. I box. inside, a bottle, a vibrator? was, a vagina. I thicker, not. a 127, use.
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& u/ F8 S5 x+ W0 W2 u5 [/ wI box. I it, smooth. house, complain. him.
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"See what's car. I her, running, and... a it, scrap. I a a euros."

"I sorry, I you." husband's answer. him. I I vagina. in. time, I managed. hurt. fact, husband's penis.
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I five, knees, I them. I Soares.

"I tune."
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"The screen, madam. music, a problem." music, I them, a I went. a restored, girls. time. hoarse, a thread, a I broke. uncomfortable talents, I on. hurt, I it. vagina. I muscles, I breasts. banger. out. I floor, auction.
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+ a0 p4 k' J9 i* @"Position apart, madam," Soares.
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Stupid, I am. rules, lawyer, Helena. out, I I me, I sang, "...they knob, down..." a flinch.

I singing. now, knees. I harder. I a Tires, Duarte. did, council.

' R* _+ v& P5 @# @  l- B# DI face, too. I "singing", passed. A go. I home, a éclair a latte. mirror, staff. "In a case." me. true. I I mirror, florist. no! I that.
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"The screen." "crab". a across.
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. |9 `/ C/ n& d" _: N8 J* TI position, bench, weight, bridge. ceiling, room, drones. screens, side, exposed, that. body, feet, legs, shake. I a a bench. Then, strain, I appeared. "Maria Antónia Santos, I, Antunes, I drunk." I sentence. name. "Luís Silva, I, Antunes, I drunk." I anyone's car, mine, I pay. I on.

' L' K4 W. M# c  C: B3 c- o; s"Luís Silva, I, Antunes, des... I drunk." I them, another, I destroyed. I name. pass. I two, Martins, broken, breaths. "Jorge Manuel..." I hand. "...Mar..." me. "...tins." lips. another, unbidden, back. laughing, hand, don't Mum, I'll drive. flash, paint, a street. him, on, no. him, much. shaking. I timer. passed, come. I position. I bench, way, I voice.

"The must..." went. palm, out, floor. hurt. I bench, side. I failed? Tires. auction. thought. I myself, happen, I laughing, a laugh, background. over.
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"Are right? you." hand, on.

1 d: @9 g+ C3 S2 s"Thank you," I said, I feet. "I Tires, aren't I?"

"No, not, ma'am. ended, accident, disobey." asked, "You hurt, you? case, continue." I hurt, I not... I could, I continue.
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. Y$ a% ^/ ?; S"The must..." on. now, backtracked. "At victims... must... write... words..." infectious. out. a marker, on, now, recovered, I heard: "...must screen, walk... stage. fall." effect. spoke.

I screen. "drunk", chest. original.

( _% M1 F' V+ o+ j8 R5 ?9 D; QI it. backwards. mirror? I before. house, Mateus's friends? I dinner... before.

# }& C( A# f. W& j6 g# c( O"Whore" word, vulva, be. I next. Bitch? Slut? off, both. no. "irresponsible", thigh. I word, came. breasts. mirror?
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I wrote. two, a lie. I irresponsible, I a mother. thigh, hovered. I monitor. I seen.

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"Thank much. vagina. Remember, fall... marker... finger." speaking. a mirror. marker, pens. I I ordered, apart, me. step, a little. a game, answer, Helena, told. I in. room, I wet, I a finger. hard. a them, stubborn, a smile. a lie.

% a( }! p/ `) z6 z, XNo, a lie. a sentence. ordered. "the panel", have. purpose, possibilities.
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/ w  J7 l/ Y& v: z9 ]: O. s0 @I a apart, I for. you, Helena, don't a whore, a whore, a whore's. a whore. Don't it, Helena. come. I faster, I I it, fell.
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"The four." I came, I once. I a apart. I worry, marker. I come? purpose? I feeling, lips, clitoris. A I more.

I apart, dripping. a position, pass. be? A position, pornographic? vagina? limit. not. I thoughts. mattered: eleven, then, order.
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"The us, words, accident." always, Antunes, Antunes... formula, changed, end. simple: neck, floor, a staircase. Pornographic, yes, minutes. a I committed, Regroso, impossible. station, a drinks. physical. them, I legs. other, I down. a challenge, body.
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; \8 ]1 S  n0 l( Y6 K3 G' p0 TI three. A bench, bent, a a stocking. bared. truth, I give.

"The a day..." I it, certain, I it, a everything. "...my a judge..." Mateus, knew, a Tires. I say, it. I a lawyer, a lawyer, I speak, say, it.
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6 T7 k) l2 Y* b0 b) n% N6 j"I early, a men, butter, I work, I it. that, I jeweller's a João I engraved, a Omega." I true, verified. "I model, João it."

"What case?" him. I away. I truth. I said, I away.
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) M+ v1 P: Q- j* h"I I tiresome, know, details, insignificant ones, matter, I three, floor." I wider. watches, language. cunt. I images, swollen. Yes, I wet, dirty, urine. sweat. I been, I was. I it. I I position.

"You I mean. ordered!" irritated.

"You describe, words, everything? I apologise, I a clarification. I facts."

"Perhaps insolence," answered, severe.
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I I further. I appeal, I system. I a a neck.

+ h+ y4 M. o. C"Well, husband, I dinner, friends, O Cacoila, a Oeiras. eleven. I midnight, I a tipsy." I myself: "I drunk."

# ~- `9 ~4 A5 C0 b% u"After I say." a lie. I accident. "I itself. I happened. I alarms, rubber, firemen. I car." true. I finished: "I day, I courthouse." a truth. a lie.
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0 s5 e+ ]; t; G! Q"You accident. A mattered, pancakes, watch, jeweller. now, nothing. me, Helena." I about. I road, IC19, wanted, a prove, auction. me? years? No, it. Judges, slaves. a system.

I hesitated. No, I proceed. something? No, knew. know, I myself. still. Mateus, me, a a mouse, I mouse. wet. a opponent. prove, a stranger. me. that?
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I timer. left, on. a move. I play.

"As I saying, husband, I dinner. a evening. left, I lights." true. I lights, I ones. I road, I sure.
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"The stalled, Helena. words. I car. stalled, driving. wheel, not?"
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Stupid. me. I rope.
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6 O! K& P+ V8 F"Saying a I..." black. I waited. I lied, really. I asked. knew. time, I step. like?
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"Come me, please, madam..."
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"I right, I cannot, I a..." I beg.

"Your successfully, madam." I Soares's a I before.

0 O9 r1 V& U- _! I) z"Is over? I home?" I him. off. I light. freedom. "Is over?" I again.

"Yes, over. Officially. to... office. a attention, it."

I mirror, I like. ink, naked, sweating, aching. "Will I again?"
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2 `7 ?% _; c* `7 {"If wish, ma'am, a now. lift." a I courthouse. I back. me, I here. I senses, Soares, time.

2 J" d; n& v9 f! x5 c"Let then. lifts, you?"

"No, ma'am. conduct." Unfortunately, me. I help. park. I a "let home." I house, a me. I a man, I that, I a me.

+ {! {! Z- z* z: ^& w"Roses, João?" I said, ice.

- S1 c* q0 V) |. V7 M+ n2 f"They me," said, embarrassed.
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# @9 j' o! ~) h" R1 E9 U( p) h% x+ `"They you... left, ma'am." Maria, years. left.

I bouquet. a card. from? Why? paper, expensive, elegant. name, a ink. "Tomorrow, Ritz, o'clock."
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