AHellJustForMePt.04

暖松花

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"I coffee. I I some. I didn't over. I'm sorry," I neck. I don't we're room.
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That's sweet, darlin. I'll later, okay? Now...as wardrobe...?
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"" I pause, a explanation. "I naked...or I a don't remember."
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No, darlin. You're a nudist. laughs, a swat.

I room, covers. bed, comfiest, house, it. a distraction? things. I a story, hmm? me, I it. covers, him. I a should've along. I don't I disagree...everything would've bed.

/ @. I) Q' [! H- I' H* Q2 a# nWhere'd off? I grandfather's stories. right?

"I Melvin's you. normally. yeah, 'the changed'," I a dramatics. I chest, a embarrassment useful. true, one, it's a character.
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, I nap. a face, adds:
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: W) p$ M! W; w. Z! U) pI'll story, something. I you're it, haven't already. Rijza's more, I won't further. However, end. it's time. Deal? serious? I frown, thing. a 'compromise' won't a it? though...

"Deal..." I grumble, it, clarity. girl. So, 'night changed'. evening, normal, 'sister species' again. Melvin's restless, a day. house. 'veil', 'filling well'. on, cellar, humanity, nothing, on. he'd enough. a arrogance, people, veil, it. sputtered, preposterous, death. challenge, cellars. manic, dark, a chant, nerve. walls, him. thick, water, a riptide. Melvin's control, back. me, clear. Invitation, it's called. A people. time, veil, side. after, I to, wrong. different, darkness. I side, suffering, you're now. us.

Unfortunately, grandfather's physiological Awakening. I young, inconsequential, them. unfortunately days.

"Why didn't through?" I ask, I me.
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That's a

, teases. I head, him. time, rabbit. closes, argue, I he's right. though, hell? He's there?
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- Z- ~7 V" l& X: b# Z"I bullshit..." I pout, story. die? that. doesn't back, me. afterlife? Aren't here?

"Can still? I don't questions?" to. You're talk, girl. Just...careful

, forehead, relax. I swallow, a thoughtful.

"I'm...I'm happened. didn't way...and didn't all. the...uh...crossing, whatever. I don't I'd I make."

5 K/ Y1 f" Q* J8 J( o: H% gHe's a seconds, thinks. a blessing. yet, it's you...who've are. would've ego, really.
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"So don't him? anyway?" pass, sweetheart. me, would've death. I you, too, you're day?

6 y$ f' b6 H* b+ T' {4 BUh...? stutters. Taken? Like...taken I to?

"...By who...?" I ask, a dumbfounded, a hair. indeed,
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, teases, a ass.
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" p! U5 A4 A7 g5 X"You're funny." I eyes, hand. "Seriously, what? who? Death? Rijza?"
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Rijza? surprised, he's me. tightens, chin.
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, F$ Q" `" X; A( X4 j+ o1 ZWhy? to? asks, me, amused.
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1 ?' o. M. p0 H" l0 _: Q"Not...particularly," I murmur, a voice, yes. be, I possessiveness now, too, it's waves. a man, sweetheart...no me.

"But could? I'm here?" I demand, really. I can't it, I know. he'd I life, I can't it. instead, it. hand. image, I've him.
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- Y5 z' v4 M5 j& g"Please...am I? Stuck?" I again. tightens. sighs, dies. I quiet, tighter.
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+ z/ c! U7 T) I2 E# K" x3 bI've words. one? Exasperated...probably shit. hell,
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, groans...or I it's a growl. I say, a ago? demands, answer. I myself, pathetically. insolent, I've given. I can't yourself, a

, a twist. sure. Stuck, said? wrist, head. you're in. implications, really.

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" No, it! ," I side, grasp, free, head. me, lips.
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1 [+ ~- v. P: W0 n: Y* ]Now, perspective, I stuck. fact, I easily. think, baby? Stuck?
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. Q0 |: f5 I) P% nI tone, anything. I huff, game. well. I haven't clear. it, see. It's a perspective. 'yes, Sir, I'm stuck'. ankle, a head, wrist.

"Hey!" I him, free, easily. too, a deep, uncomfortable stretch.

I a 'stuck' a ago. disagree?
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"No, please! go, Warren!" I whine, faster. doesn't his, I away. all, sweetheart. We're finished. I don't
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% I; G% G; ~; o/ b3 }8 I, growls. legs, work. I palms, it's I try, wrists. I frustration, a listen. punishing, don't down. now, Ella...even 'stuck', choices. yourself, you.
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I'm I, really, choices. you've here, I appropriately. I more, I gratitude. him, him. this. I tongue, I'll I you.

"Neither!" I out, ass. I can't I to. I it's adrenaline, skin. point. that, you're choices, options. bad, there's aren't a nice, instead. doesn't behavior, there's four.

"NO! no! I...please, I" chance,

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"TWO! God, please! " I sob, do. doesn't move. is, in, finger. panic, chest. a edge, one. I 'two'. I option. isn't stopping? I late? me?

"Please PLEASE! Please, sir! I'm sorry! I'm sorry. Please, sir...please...!" I sobs.
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0 o* g# V% r+ q! w& n+ e) {, ?Yes...there is,

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8 S$ l4 B, |3 J* p" @0 uFinally, finally, stops, I it, it's thighs. legs, I've life.
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Silly, human, clit, tongue. words, a condescension.

5 p8 k8 O/ e/ m8 _: q- c7 KYou're a girl, Ella. I've spirit. this? boundaries, again? inside, throat. I don't it, I don't hear. I doesn't good.
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I you've underestimated I you. I fair, I've sake. it's you've along. I broken...just a bit. Let's now, we? tongue, I clit. doesn't a a out, directions. mouth. helpless, a throat, I there's I further. out, tightness, time. I instead, in. me, it's is. I won't come. I'm him. might've time, I'm now. I game. aren't me, they're him. doesn't again. me, him. breathe, out. moans, squeaks, him. doesn't sounds, though. slowly, a clit, tongue. it, edge. effort, go. I won't come. I won't come. clit, oversensitive nibble. I scream, once. me, I tongue. wave, fingers, give.

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That's it. fighting, bunny. it. mine, cervix. mine. a lip. angle, torturous, more. deep.
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( |4 A% t0 m5 D9 YI escaping, embarrassment body. stomach, again. way, a again. mattress, I've cock, sheets. chest, harsher. inside, back. that...come on, baby. cock. I
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I me, bed. body, I didn't have. it. I best, better, pieces. it's body, together. I tight. then...nothing.

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! s4 H7 b+ L; e; o4 x2 O$ MWhat? But...no. no. What?
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' b! v! M" P, f8 W9 |He's after. a I am. isn't me? I up, vain.

0 D4 ~/ L& y7 a) Y4 B"Sir?" I pitifully, silence. nothing. I don't leaves, did. calm.
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- E. W) E* [; \" o! m1 z1 E0 ZBut...why? mad? I I far, that's for, right? I'm me. I me.

5 T7 U- y/ k5 H+ J  d/ ^8 @"...sir?" I sniffle, he's him. loneliness, heart. I it, I am. Kidnapped, I for, I'm he...yeah. low. Anne's dinner. up, right? Anne's dinner. growls, a alone.

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$ c7 S8 T. Y/ T! T" aHi, pea. Hungry? asks, a in. I bedside, a less.
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, u8 v7 I, [, R* I"Hi, Ms. Anne," I a smile, again. No...Ella, I now. sweetheart, what's matter? Here, something, okay? a lap, a secret,
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It's a time.
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I'll be. I it. I..., pauses, a she's thoughts. mine, I does. a him. It's a a while. You're fine. time, cart. I'm anything, I can't a thought, I am.

/ B8 K( }4 e/ ?* p% f4 K/ c  Z"Thank you...!" I weak, it's enough.
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8 f% i, ?$ C' J2 e' C; V) DI don't mouth, a down. It's sad. I won't Anne's well.

# R! M- t) ?+ S2 _; y) ~1 {I don't any, either. couldn't instead? Could've a a embarrassment. a filling, I'm I a I tried. spoonfuls, a rest. I nap, waves, ignore. me, way, I'll sleep. I bed, mess. Still, though, I down, I can't way. didn't earlier...and after. I do?

Like, sure, I I wouldn't...and to...again...twice. still. he's something. expect? I good. a lie? jealous? I I good...I good. I behave...most time. I after, what? I I a kumquat. pillow, there's time. I arm. slow, down, I it's it. it's nothingness. deep, restful, clover.