AHellJustForMePt.04

暖松花

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2 W8 d4 C5 \" L- B2 B* U. f"I coffee. I I some. I didn't over. I'm sorry," I neck. I don't we're room.
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That's sweet, darlin. I'll later, okay? Now...as wardrobe...?

6 Z8 B9 L7 h, B, T+ l: j, H"" I pause, a explanation. "I naked...or I a don't remember."
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No, darlin. You're a nudist. laughs, a swat.
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I room, covers. bed, comfiest, house, it. a distraction? things. I a story, hmm? me, I it. covers, him. I a should've along. I don't I disagree...everything would've bed.

Where'd off? I grandfather's stories. right?
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"I Melvin's you. normally. yeah, 'the changed'," I a dramatics. I chest, a embarrassment useful. true, one, it's a character.
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. Q+ l" H- m6 M$ [I'll story, something. I you're it, haven't already. Rijza's more, I won't further. However, end. it's time. Deal? serious? I frown, thing. a 'compromise' won't a it? though...
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4 \) C4 Z) V, b) h' m% j6 _7 M- M"Deal..." I grumble, it, clarity. girl. So, 'night changed'. evening, normal, 'sister species' again. Melvin's restless, a day. house. 'veil', 'filling well'. on, cellar, humanity, nothing, on. he'd enough. a arrogance, people, veil, it. sputtered, preposterous, death. challenge, cellars. manic, dark, a chant, nerve. walls, him. thick, water, a riptide. Melvin's control, back. me, clear. Invitation, it's called. A people. time, veil, side. after, I to, wrong. different, darkness. I side, suffering, you're now. us.
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! F$ ]: |3 n+ a# @Unfortunately, grandfather's physiological Awakening. I young, inconsequential, them. unfortunately days.

$ E3 p3 K0 m8 [  D  h$ e"Why didn't through?" I ask, I me.
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That's a
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8 f  c' H1 C! D/ C. e, teases. I head, him. time, rabbit. closes, argue, I he's right. though, hell? He's there?

2 W* l3 M" l; b' ~9 J"I bullshit..." I pout, story. die? that. doesn't back, me. afterlife? Aren't here?
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"Can still? I don't questions?" to. You're talk, girl. Just...careful

, forehead, relax. I swallow, a thoughtful.
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"I'm...I'm happened. didn't way...and didn't all. the...uh...crossing, whatever. I don't I'd I make."

He's a seconds, thinks. a blessing. yet, it's you...who've are. would've ego, really.

"So don't him? anyway?" pass, sweetheart. me, would've death. I you, too, you're day?
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. _9 m1 A" y7 V, E) YUh...? stutters. Taken? Like...taken I to?

"...By who...?" I ask, a dumbfounded, a hair. indeed,

, teases, a ass.

"You're funny." I eyes, hand. "Seriously, what? who? Death? Rijza?"
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Rijza? surprised, he's me. tightens, chin.
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0 A: C: r0 X3 u* l$ j5 [+ KWhy? to? asks, me, amused.

"Not...particularly," I murmur, a voice, yes. be, I possessiveness now, too, it's waves. a man, sweetheart...no me.

6 j$ L2 A  M( w' F  |' s"But could? I'm here?" I demand, really. I can't it, I know. he'd I life, I can't it. instead, it. hand. image, I've him.
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"Please...am I? Stuck?" I again. tightens. sighs, dies. I quiet, tighter.

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, groans...or I it's a growl. I say, a ago? demands, answer. I myself, pathetically. insolent, I've given. I can't yourself, a

7 D" e5 u1 t4 V3 U6 f, a twist. sure. Stuck, said? wrist, head. you're in. implications, really.
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I again, I away. Stuck.
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& R$ k  K. w2 s9 P) R; n" No, it! ," I side, grasp, free, head. me, lips.
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Now, perspective, I stuck. fact, I easily. think, baby? Stuck?

( R0 |$ W$ w) B9 YI tone, anything. I huff, game. well. I haven't clear. it, see. It's a perspective. 'yes, Sir, I'm stuck'. ankle, a head, wrist.
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. s4 @  X+ A+ N/ l! ?"Hey!" I him, free, easily. too, a deep, uncomfortable stretch.
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& C4 V& K" _9 t0 }I a 'stuck' a ago. disagree?
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/ _1 c1 _( ], _; t. O' l"No, please! go, Warren!" I whine, faster. doesn't his, I away. all, sweetheart. We're finished. I don't
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0 D; a' K6 K; N! {; j2 G! _( h, growls. legs, work. I palms, it's I try, wrists. I frustration, a listen. punishing, don't down. now, Ella...even 'stuck', choices. yourself, you.
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9 b! Y3 c' ~& U5 W6 fI'm I, really, choices. you've here, I appropriately. I more, I gratitude. him, him. this. I tongue, I'll I you.
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"Neither!" I out, ass. I can't I to. I it's adrenaline, skin. point. that, you're choices, options. bad, there's aren't a nice, instead. doesn't behavior, there's four.
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% o$ G( o: @* k  e- P"NO! no! I...please, I" chance,

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"TWO! God, please! " I sob, do. doesn't move. is, in, finger. panic, chest. a edge, one. I 'two'. I option. isn't stopping? I late? me?
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" y$ D0 F9 C) m) U' W* r8 J, J"Please PLEASE! Please, sir! I'm sorry! I'm sorry. Please, sir...please...!" I sobs.

6 ^; I" u9 h, e0 O) n! I$ ^Yes...there is,

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Finally, finally, stops, I it, it's thighs. legs, I've life.

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  I' j' e% ?: e( [$ X; AYou're a girl, Ella. I've spirit. this? boundaries, again? inside, throat. I don't it, I don't hear. I doesn't good.
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I you've underestimated I you. I fair, I've sake. it's you've along. I broken...just a bit. Let's now, we? tongue, I clit. doesn't a a out, directions. mouth. helpless, a throat, I there's I further. out, tightness, time. I instead, in. me, it's is. I won't come. I'm him. might've time, I'm now. I game. aren't me, they're him. doesn't again. me, him. breathe, out. moans, squeaks, him. doesn't sounds, though. slowly, a clit, tongue. it, edge. effort, go. I won't come. I won't come. clit, oversensitive nibble. I scream, once. me, I tongue. wave, fingers, give.

I out. a second, defeat. I what's next. ankle, other, me. a up, baby. thighs, waist. a me, okay? loud. Ready?

I registers. deep, once. inescapable, out. him, deeper, groans, him.

That's it. fighting, bunny. it. mine, cervix. mine. a lip. angle, torturous, more. deep.

I escaping, embarrassment body. stomach, again. way, a again. mattress, I've cock, sheets. chest, harsher. inside, back. that...come on, baby. cock. I

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+ E0 |  u- ?! u. d$ o# k" R8 B7 V6 EI me, bed. body, I didn't have. it. I best, better, pieces. it's body, together. I tight. then...nothing.
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I a zipper. far, detached. dinner.
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What? But...no. no. What?
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3 O" s1 T) i, p( f6 f! ?  j/ kHe's after. a I am. isn't me? I up, vain.

6 Y1 |0 F/ C1 f9 X"Sir?" I pitifully, silence. nothing. I don't leaves, did. calm.

But...why? mad? I I far, that's for, right? I'm me. I me.

: W' \4 y% h$ {. [$ ]5 w3 ?: B"...sir?" I sniffle, he's him. loneliness, heart. I it, I am. Kidnapped, I for, I'm he...yeah. low. Anne's dinner. up, right? Anne's dinner. growls, a alone.
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+ {% x! v! b! p8 {, c8 LI underneath, a Rijza. I a there's a door.
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+ C" I- z3 a3 T& D"Hi, Ms. Anne," I a smile, again. No...Ella, I now. sweetheart, what's matter? Here, something, okay? a lap, a secret,

It's a time.
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I'll be. I it. I..., pauses, a she's thoughts. mine, I does. a him. It's a a while. You're fine. time, cart. I'm anything, I can't a thought, I am.
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"Thank you...!" I weak, it's enough.
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# C; @; O0 ?/ W, o4 H; A4 FI don't mouth, a down. It's sad. I won't Anne's well.

) U! F" ~" A- K( i+ FI don't any, either. couldn't instead? Could've a a embarrassment. a filling, I'm I a I tried. spoonfuls, a rest. I nap, waves, ignore. me, way, I'll sleep. I bed, mess. Still, though, I down, I can't way. didn't earlier...and after. I do?
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Like, sure, I I wouldn't...and to...again...twice. still. he's something. expect? I good. a lie? jealous? I I good...I good. I behave...most time. I after, what? I I a kumquat. pillow, there's time. I arm. slow, down, I it's it. it's nothingness. deep, restful, clover.
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